♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
I sit in the park where I dwell,for this boy I love so well.He took my heart away from me,now he wants to set me free.I see a girl on his lap,he says things to her he never said to me.I ran home to cry on my bed,not a word to mother was said.Father came home late that night,he looked at me from left to right.He saw me hanging from a rope,he took his knife to cut me down.And on my dress a note was found:Dig my grave, dig it deep.Dig my grave, from head to feet.And on the top place a dove.Remember this, I died for love...
Jin and I are best fren..we do anything that best fren do...One day, i realised that i love him...so i decided to confessed this feeling to him..one nite where we camp with other frens,he said yes, he would be my boyfren..So we went on like other gurlfren boyfren's life does.Watch movie, walk in park, eat together,go to beach....but life's not fun as when were best fren....he also doesnt talk much, or act like we are best fren, close and share everything...for me, he is not a suitable or loving boyfren...but i kept it to myself..since the day he become my boyfren,he every single day would give me a small teddybear...At first i thought it was lovely, but till now, i wonder why he would gave me this...One day, i was walking alone at a park.Then i saw Jin talking to another gurl. I walk towards him and i overheard him saying "i love u' to the gurl. I was really angry and i run home coz Jin never told me he love me all the time from de first dae we became boyfren and gurlfren.Then, at midnite that day, he came to my house and i open the door. He just passed me the teddybear that he used to give me everyday and said sorry coz i didn't giv u this today. i was really angry and i shouted at him,"Why u always give me this crap? All i wan to hear from u is, I love you, that's it, izit too hard???"Jin kept quiet. He took my hand and place the teddy bear on my palm and left.i throw the teddy bear into my cupboard.The next day, Jin asked me out. We meet at the bus-stop near my house..i walk there and then he just gave me a big teddy bear,my anger was still in high position,and i throw the teddy to the middle of the road. He keep quiet and then he go to the middle of the road and pick the teddy up. He dint realise a truck was coming towards him. I shouted at him and told him not to pick it up and when he was about to look at me,and...........................*Bang*."JIN!!!!!!" I shouted...the next minute he was lying on the road, covered with blood. He was sent to the hospital but it's too late...i lost him...forever....after i attended his funeral, i went back home and hug all the teddy bear he gave me since the day we became gfbf...i counted the teddy bear one by one...1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and the last teddy bear he gave covered with his blood was the 365th...it had been a year we became bfgf...i squeeze the teddy bear with my tears flowing....suddenly...*I love you~**I love you~*i was shocked..i looked at the teddys...and i took one of it, and try to press on his tummy..*I love you~*i tried each and every teddy bear he gave me...*I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~**I love you~*......................and the biggest and the last teddy bear Jin gave me, I squeeze his big tummy...*felicia, today is our very first anniversary being bfgf after a year.....i always love you,yesterday,today,and forever........I love you....*i dropped the teddy bear........i never realised that Jin had actually told me those words..every single day....till today...i slowly picked the teddy and i whispered to the teddy's ear.."i love you too, Jin..and i always do........"
