♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
wokie dokies. updates for todae.. sports day! and it's half day! yeahs~~
last 2 periods ish chem ma. den mrs.hong teachin in de lab..den suddenly de fire alarm goes. she was like. shocked? duno whr to go and look veri worried. lols. she's so cute! hehes.. and we went to de field and line up.. it's so damn hot man! but.. nvm la. gt mushroom to entertain mi! hehes..
we were like playin all de way lo. mi..yezi..yizi.. keep stuffing fallen leaves into mushroom's pocket secretly. opps! and she keep noticing y her pocket always gt leaves one. hahas! so ke ai de her.. and she fed up liao. ask us to stuff as much as we wan. den we started stuffing and stuffing like nobody's business.. den hao le she one time take everything out. den we started again. lols. and we played until we could go back and take our bags. den jiu home sweet home!
went home le den bathe.. eat dou hua.. and called up stef. den meet them le jiu go jp meet baobao and icequeen. den eat at kopitiam.. finish le den go take 178 to de stadium.. reach le! saw baobei~ hehes.
all of them transferred to mercury hse! yeahs~~ hahas.
i no events! yeaps! cos.. cos.... feel like slackin dere instead. hahas. den saw tis.... em. funny teacher? she dresses in a way tt... makes us tink she's from china? lols. de weather ish so so so hot and she wears long sleeves collar t. somemore long pants aso. omg~ i'm tinkin how i'm going to survive in tis outfit out dere. hahax..
nvm la. she loves de way she dresses jiu can liao. hee! after de sports day.. went jp to eat mushroom's restaurant. lols. KFC~ hahas. eat full le den go walk walk ard jp. till everything digest le den go home. lols!
walked home with baobei.. 好甜。。。
| m|ss u @ 9:17 PM
♥Wednesday, March 29, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
huiying's right. we mus live for ourself. jus dun care abt them. and i'm seriously sae... i'm not affected by u at all~ haha!
livin my life to de fullest and i simply love it!
| m|ss u @ 8:52 PM
♥Tuesday, March 28, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
laopo. i wun blame eu. i wun cos i noe eu. time will show everything. u jus nid to wait and see. i'll prove to eu.
u can listen to others. can be affected by others. can be influenced by others. i definitely wun blame eu. reali wun.
and i reali reali agree with her entry too. it's so true and well-written. if everybody can tink as wad she ish tinkin. it'll be wonderful. i noe love ish selfish. but when one cannot hold on to them, y not let them go. seeing them happy ish already a contentment. y mus we hold them tightly? it'll onli bring sufferings to them.
ya. everybody makes mistakes. everybody will be given a chance to repent. but some things once done ish irreversible. love ish profound. i cant tell de future. i noe im in de wrong for concluding some tings which i tot wun happen. but im respectin her tt's y i dun wan to hide it anymore. i dun wan to hurt her more in any ways.
i jus wanted to sae. from de start, i reali wanted to see her happy. wanted to cheer her up. but i duno tings would get till so complex. all of eu may sae i'm fake. acting. all of eu can sae wadeva u wan. i dun intend to explain myself or clarify anithing. i noe wad im doing. some tings no matter how i explain ish of no use. all of u wun understand.
ive nvr regretted for makin tis step. nvr will i. and no one can change it.
ive wanted to let go for 2 times since i started knowing my feelings for u. but someting inside mi ish struggling to hold on. askin mi to hold on. i noe i cant. cos i dun bear to. i'm tinkin every nite. am i being an idiot? stucked between them and sayin im not suffering to him.
both of us already had feelings for each other since tt day. but we jus dun wan to admit. cos both of us tinks tt dere'll be no everlasting for us. tat's y we concluded tt we wun get into relationships. even tinkin of makin a bet. but heaven's jus makin a fool out of us. both of us had already get used to de life with each other's presence. deleting means lettin go.
i wouldnt explain myself. tis would onli show two tings from wad u're doin now.
nothing's gonna affect moi life. nothing in tis world ish gonna change my mood. and i mean it~
*muacks* living my life to de fullest and cherishing every moment.. i'll prove tt i'm serious tis time. time shows everything. wait & see.
| m|ss u @ 10:41 PM
♥Sunday, March 26, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
todae i win again! yeah!! hmmm. tmr school days again. hao sian ar~ kellyjie so long haven update... eee.. hahas.. jolene marmie! hahas.. so long nvr go out with eu. next time wan go whr nehs? singapore so small.. hmmm. go.... sentosa? hahas.. den go ride bicycle. yeahs! jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum jo mum. see~ it's all abt u..
| m|ss u @ 8:08 PM
♥Wednesday, March 22, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
hmm. updates for hanhan~ hahas.
went to meet han at 3.30 p.m at orchard mrt control on 19th mar [sunday].. baobei came to meet mi first.. den we took mrt to orchard and meet hanhan. baobei acc mi dere.. den his baobei aso acc him dere. hehes..
fun~~
we went to cineleisure first.. hmmm. go dere walk walk. den hanhan bought a stitch de plushie with a duckie on his head for $8.. lols. hahas. and we went to de cinema dere.. looklook ard.. den han sae wan watch movie. dorts. hahas. but in de end nvr watch.. and mi and han went to take neo-prints! hehes. sorri ar. no scanner.. cant upload any pics.. waitin for someone to send mi after he scan. hahas..
den we went to heeren and walkwalk. walk and walk and walk.. den hungry lers went to eat sumthing.. and duno y cutie started drawing on de tables.. and den hanhan. den mi. den baobei. lolx.. and de four of us were like. sittin dere for a long long time? hahax.. drawing abt anithing we can tink of. hee.. after tt went to take neo-prints again! tis time all of us together! hee! and den went inside paragon. see all those ex$$ex de stuffs. wawawa~~ hahax. too bad! digi cam with marmie and daddie in china. wan mus fly dere and take back. sobx!
after paragon... we went to take mrt back to boonlay.. den cutie sae he hungry. wan eat... den de 4 of us went to kopitiam and SEE him eat. which he enjoys alot~ hahax.. den shihan..mi..baobei.. started tellin cutie de 'VERI FUNNIE' story to cutie.. and he's like... hmmm. no reactions?? maybe it's reali too lame. hahas..
finish le jiu go arcade.. plae daytona.... den went home lers..
nice~sweet~fun~
hee.. enjoyin every minute of it~
| m|ss u @ 9:30 PM
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I ♥ Mr.Tan
jie.. y ur posts like sadsad de... dun sad kaes?
seems like frens de problems.. hmmmm. mi sumtimes aso gt mars. nvm de larhs. gt mi~~ hee!
dun so depressed kaes? xiaolingzi will sad de..
u didn't stressed out ppl. reali nvr.. i swear! if not y out of all my cousins u're de closest to mi? u're always so caring and understanding.. always dere for mi... i wun forget tat somewhere out there gt u tis kellyjie de.
so dun sadsad k? anithing still can find mi de.. although i live veri far away from eu... u sad or wad jus gif mi a call i at whr aso go find u. reali reali..
u're always my yanyanjie de!
and i've loved u for 5971 days now.. 132 times more than moi baobei eu noe?? happi? hee~ dun tink so much k? there'll always be ppl out there who're loving u with all their heart. like mi~~~
wo.ai.ni yanyanjie! *hughugs*
| m|ss u @ 9:17 PM
♥Tuesday, March 21, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
yeah~ ydae win baobei again~ everyday aso win~~ muahahas! cos baobei dote on mi mars. 我也很爱你！
甜甜的。。。 谢谢宝贝那么疼我。 我会好好地珍惜。
我和你的歌。。
****************************** 青春考卷王心凌
我故意躲开你视线 一不小心会触电 又欢喜 又讨厌 上课钟响 还没听见
校园樱花开始冬眠 你和我 又遇见 这种巧合没有排练 却可以不断重演
一整座花园 在等待下一个春天 关于我的青春考卷 都为你 空白一片
*每天在我朴满存一些浪漫 爱像摩天轮载着我转啊转 我多想 身边有你作伴 但你还欠我 一份勇敢
每天在我朴满存一个心愿 等到你够专心就可以兑现 那天 还有多远 你会给我满满 安全感
是否也有朴满在你心里面 有多少对我的爱恋 会不会同样每夜每天 爱上我 多一点点
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| m|ss u @ 8:13 PM
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I ♥ Mr.Tan
aaa. i hate eu! wtf!
ppl reali changed veri quickly. tat's y i sae.... guys are non-understandable.
wad are they tinkin actuali? hurms.. i mean. maybe ish specially eu onli tt i dun understand at all? u're weird. veri weird in de sense. ish VERI~~~~~
y doesnt ur actions matched ur thinkin at all?
can u jus sae wadeva u mean? and mean wadeva u sae?
if u're not, den pls fcuk off. thks.
| m|ss u @ 8:05 PM
♥Monday, March 20, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
我好想你。好爱你。
可是外在不允许。
我不懂，我应该怎么办呢？
我不觉得痛。。 不觉得辛苦。。。 所以你不需要担心。。
我只想让你知道，我真得很爱你。
要好好的照顾自己。
| m|ss u @ 1:59 PM
♥Saturday, March 18, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
hohoho. ydae went bugis with moi hanhan. hahas~ meet her 2 at pioneer mall mac. den i tell her i'll be late so meet her 2.15.. den she's late~ lols. 2.12 call her she still in toilet. diaos. hahax. den i rush myself jiu forget to bring digi cam. aaa~
hee. meet her le.. den walk until skool dere saw ms.yap... den walk together go jp. we parted with ms.yap cos han wan return books. hee.. den return le mi and her go arcade. lols. daytona~~~ den para~~~ den saw joe. long long time no see him le. still as funnie as ever. keep makin us laugh. ask us to intro gals to him. see hu wan 'bao yang' him. den he can live on gals. diao!!! after tt jp damn sian le jiu go bugis. hehex! moi favourite shopping place.
reach dere le we go bugis street first. hmmm. walk walk ard.. han bought a belt. i bought nth. lols. she intro mi to eat de 'chickin in paper'.. it's a chicken. but it's wrapped in paper. weird. first time see nehs. den buy le i put inside my bag. wan go find place to sit down den eat. hee.. den we go mos burger and have our 'lunch cum dinner'... drank minestrone soup with 2 packets of pepper. wow... nicenice. but hot aso. hahax. after tt we went to bugis junction and walk walk. mi and her both buy 2 shirts. mi bought one black and one pink. she bought one black and one lime green for karmun de. hehes.. nice~
den jiu take mrt back.. on de mrt den i notice we haven eat our 'chicken in paper'.. dorts.
and my whole bag is filled with de 'chicken' smell lo! omg. den on de way back to pioneer mall we eat and walk at de same time. han loves swing too much. hee..
reach pioneer mall le. both of us thirsty. den jus now in de mrt we saw a badge. stitch badge. han love it alot. but need to buy above $5 den can have one. de thing ish we duno cannot choose de. eeee. den in de end got lilo. lols. and han's so disappionted. aaa.. sad. she actuali wanted to ask de person sittin beside our table at mac to exchange one. but in de end nvr... like veri paiseh lo. hahas.. after tt we bought fries and eat. den my baobei came le. and we sit dere like competing hu slp first. lols.
and han told us a veri veri boring de storie. next time ask her tell u all. listen le will em.... faint? hahax..
den we sit till ard 10 plus. den han go home le. den mi and baobei sit dere till 11 plus. sadx. no police came. haha!
den we walk home... tadas. nice! fun~
holidays are like... em..... fun.. but boring aso. hee.
wednesday went out with irene.. thursday with yanting.. and friday with shihan. lols. sat with mi..myself and i... hahas. marmie daddi tmr going overseas le! yeah~~~ next sunday den come back. hope dey enjoy~ hee..
marmie told mi some of my cc clan members will come and find mi on sunday ar? hehes.. hao ar hao. i wait. hee..
| m|ss u @ 2:35 PM
♥Friday, March 17, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
moi baobei rayray and his gor.
rayray and mi use flour make de 'eggies'. lols.
holidays. keep going out everyday. aaa. chemistry so difficult. duno how to do. sians.
| m|ss u @ 10:41 AM
♥Tuesday, March 14, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
seems so long nvr meet up wif moi cousins clan le lehs. miss them sho much. especially kelly jie! hahas. others no nid jealous. =p
kellyjie aka yanyanjie: miss ur 'wahaha' laughter so much. when r u going to laugh to mi again? hmmm. and aso ur keponess. love to noe everyting abt mi. lols.
zizijie: miss ur smile so much. stress with work? change job! hahas. slowly look. confirm will have one relac relac one.
xianglingorgor: miss ur jokes! u always made mi smile no matter how upset i am. thanks gor!
ningningjie: pineapple tarts! i wan more! hehes. next time teach mi how to make cheesecake. cos i love it loads loads. hehes..
xiangshenggorgor: yoyo! de tallest. hahas. stop growing kaes? if not it's reali hard for mi to hit ur head. muahahas. jk~ university life like laclac de hohs?
bibijie: always so thoughtful de. so happi to haf u tis cousin. understanding too~ and aso treat ur meimei veri good. hehex.
pingpingjie: workaholic. treat her job so importantly. everytime ot ot ot. mus rest well too kaes? take care hohx..
tis ish moi cousins clan. one and onli in de world! hee~ all of them dote on mi alots. especially......kelly! ;)
i love yanyanjie i love yanyanjie i love yanyanjie i love yanyanjie i love yanyanjie
she's gonna sae she's not a lesbian. trust mi. hahas..
love my family! love my friends! love my baobei!
| m|ss u @ 7:26 PM
♥Monday, March 13, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
i'm bored. fortunate? maybe. maybe nort. sumthing will happen one day.. i noe it will.
so much things i cant sae to u. dui bu qi. wo bu xiang rang ni shang xin er yi.
reali wished tt u could understand. sum tings we cant control. sum tings we're out of control. sorri if i'd done aniting to hurt u. reali sorri.
| m|ss u @ 11:12 PM
♥Sunday, March 12, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
true love? dere's nth such as this in tis world.
someone told mi he'll nvr forget mi de. but now? hahas!
it's not even 3 mths. see~ dere's nth such as true love in tis world. wake up everyone!!!!
i'm wakin up now. i reali am.
i'm so happi for him eu noe!! hee~~ he finally woke up too!
wake up!!! RRRRRrrrriiiiiNNNNgggGGGGG~
| m|ss u @ 10:20 AM
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I ♥ Mr.Tan
i mus face it. i mus. i will haf to face it one day. i wun run animore.
i wun fall.
everything's gonna haf an ending one day. i'll wait for de day to come. i reali wun run animore. i'm tired..
| m|ss u @ 10:12 AM
♥Wednesday, March 08, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
school days..... fun things.. sad things.. anithing could happen... i should understand.. adapt to my life without eu... maybe?
| m|ss u @ 8:31 PM
♥Tuesday, March 07, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
tryin to be normally normal. i wana be de siling last time. although my life ish beautiful.. it still lacks alot of things...
maybe i reali dun understand eu tt well. i shared with u almost everything tt ish going on in my life. but u didnt. i dun wana probe anymore cos i noe u cant sae in words. and i'm waitin for ur letter tt nvr came. now.. there's alot of tings tt i tink i couldn't tell eu anymore.
i tink i reali had my retribution.. a harsh one...
being in de middle of it. my fren and him. if u reali like him.. y cant u jus sae? i noe u've changes ur direction of motivation. i jus guessed tt maybe u reali liked him.. from de reaction eu gave mi when we're talkin abt him. and aso i saw things tt i shouldn't see.. i duno wad to sae... i noe fallin in love with a person has no fault. and it's no one's fault. but...... haix. suan le.. i cant sae much.
these few days i'm like gettin veri tired of life. gettin so bored and felt so stressed up. now i cant even tell her abt mi and him de tings le. i lost a veri important person in my life to share my woes and happiness abt him with. wad m i gonna do?
de ting i dun like abt going back skool ish tis. without u all.. my life wud definitely be better...
but i still haf to get on with my life.. with or without u all... i lost eu. lost eu to him. i regretted tellin u everything abt him. i duno u'll feel guilty or wad anots. but i onli haf to sae.. i'll nvr regret on having eu tis fren.
i suddenly realise how i'd neglected eu in de past. sorri.. i didnt mean it. cos i always tot u were playin and playin and wouldnt get settled down. tat's y i didnt get so close to u and ish drifting further and further away from eu. zhen de dui bu qi.. i'd reali treasured our friendship. u were de one hu would wait for mi.. hu would care for mi... hu would listen to my stories.... reali.. i dun mean it de... pls forgive mi.
life still goes on rite hao peng you?
i wish u all de best in ur studies! and aso find ur bai ma wang zi soon! eu will always be de one i need.
***** 27/5/04 *****
``always dere for eu de xiaolingzi
| m|ss u @ 6:47 PM
♥Monday, March 06, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
felt so extra now. pls dun feel sorri or anithing. cos i'm de one hu should sae all these. u've made my life so beautiful.. u've painted my walls with every colour one could imagine. u made mi held promises i've nvr had. u made mi wander abt in my dreamland. u made anything possible to mi when u're by my side. i feel so close. but i'm not at all. i'm not de one tat can be dere for u everytime. u will nvr be by my side when i nid eu too. we're from two different worlds. i should understand. i noe i could. dere are so much tings tt i couldn't sae out. i'm feelin so so so terrible todae. y do happiness always come with sadness? will u care? izit all entertainment onli? i dun understand eu. wad's so great abt scoring full marks for maths? wad's so great tat i'm not transferring to 4/7? wad's de big deal. everything ish nothing. without u. past 29 daes.. i've reali treasured everyday i suppose. every minute too.
u noe.. i feel so so so fortunate to have ur care and concern which other yearns. but wad if i found out tt everything ish fake? everything ish jus a reflection? i'm hurtin myself. i noe i m. i'm stupid. i'm useless. i duno how to face it. i dun have de courage to face it. i dun wan to end everything. dun wan u to leave. but i dun have de face to stop u from leaving.. to stop u from walkin away... step by step... i'm so tired.. i'd to be so careful of everything i write. i hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y ? y ish all these happenin to mi? do u noe how hard de words shot into mi when u said tt? when u're out of control? i've already told u i didn't regretted knowin u back.. and now u're tellin mi u shouldn't talk to mi for de past 29 days? hais. we've hold 1 promise and 2 agreements..
promised not to hurt ourselves in any ways.
can i let go? haix. dui bu qi. xiaopingguo.
| m|ss u @ 8:42 PM
♥Sunday, March 05, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
went east coast park with xinyi..huijun..stephanie..jieying..peckyee..ben.. siping..vane and asyraf... here are de pics taken dere.. ENJOY!
tatas! so fun~ hope can go out with them again! hee..
| m|ss u @ 10:23 AM
♥Saturday, March 04, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
hmmm. 1 hr and 34 more mins to get out of my hse. hahas. lolx.. bored. kelly y u're not here yet??????? ewww. confirm slpin de rite? mi leavin at 10.40 le nehs. hahax..
finally understood one ting. u didn't change with their existence. thanks for being dere for mi. thanks for everything. i miss eu.
i live for myself. not for them. so i shouldn't let them affect my mood. i WUN let them take away my smile and happiness. ;)
*cheers* going east coast soon! hahas.. come back le den updates. hee... buais!
| m|ss u @ 9:01 AM
♥Thursday, March 02, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
my mood sucks terribly now. can u pls leave mi alone? when will u ever understand tat there'll nvr be any chemistry between us? get lost can u? pls.
| m|ss u @ 8:44 PM
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I ♥ Mr.Tan
hurms.. guys are weird.
i'm sittin beside shuinan in class. he loves to crap alot and he's so so so lame.. lols. but good tat he's lame. if not i'll be so bored~ *yawns* he's like a radio. muahahas.
chinese class.. hmmm... alrite bahs. nth much to sae. it's boring anyway.. cos u can sit wherever u wan to. sians.
poa. slpin class? omg.
maths. ehs.. not bad bahs.. mrs ramesh's cute sumtimes. hee..
english. quite serious one. sandra nehs.. but still okok la..
comb. humanities.. quite boring.. tat's y i need to buy alot of chocolates and candies to store in my bag in case i fell asleep.. it's not tt ms.tan's not good. maybe jus her way of teachin bahs.. hmmmm.
physics. cannot slack one. cos ish mr.yip.. hahax. but he teaches well. and i love him!!! woops~
chemistry.. quite sian at first... but todae mrs hong came to teach! oh my god~ scary.. she's de scariest teacher in skool now... to mi nors. hahas. tat's y i mus faster go memorise de acid bases and salt thingie liao. if not tmr kana called by her to answer jiu get ready my coffin first. thanks.. lols!!
tmr gt ss ca. but i forgot to bring my txtbk home!!!! aaaaaa.. die le. but at least still gt de merger and seperation thing to study. if not jiu si le.. tmr still gt poa and chinese ca. chinese still okay bahs. poa how?????? oh my~~~ i confirm can't answer anithing de. cos i see de txtbk aso dun understand a thing nors. sobx sobx..
tis sat going east coast to cycle with xinyi..stephanie..huijun..ben..vane..asyraf..they all... duno will be fun anots. first time going out with them? hahax..
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alot of things happened. although it's not even one month. it's onli 25 days from then.. steppin closer and closer... haish. i duno if it's jus de way i tink or wad. maybe in ur heart i'm jus a shoulder to lean on? a fren to care for? a close fren to be dere for u always? or are u jus 'xi guan' to de life with mi ard already? not tt u r willin to? haish.. someone like u ish hard to come by.. tat's y i dun wish to let go... but can i? de ppl ard.. de things ard.. cant let mi be close to u. to get close to u.. even for u to be close to mi... we r jus like de reflections in de pond.. de shadows under de light... it's all nothing but illusion.. will we ever be together? no one knows.. i reali duno wad's going on now. u're real great. u made mi miss u so often. u stepped deep into my life and heart.. u've walked so close to mi for de past 25 days.. u leave mi with wonderful memories tat i'd ever had. u were there for mi when i'm down.. u made lame promises with mi so tat i could go to bed early. i duno whether u reali care or it's jus entertainin mi. u r a person tat i cant understand. couldn't understand.. can u pls tell mi wad i'm gonna do? any hints from u? u've reali lighted up my life with rainbow colours. can u pls let it shine forever? hais. some things i can onli tink and dream of. maybe it reali wouldn't happen in real life.. in my life.. there are alot of things i cant sae to u.. cant even sae to my frens.. am i sufferin now? i reali duno anithing. could i jus dun care abt anithing? could i jus let go of everything in my hand now? anyone??????
vexed. u cared for mi alot. u seemed to remember mi or maybe tink of mi oftenly too? forget it. dreams are to be awaken some day... some day.........
rayray and mi use flour make de 'eggies'. lols.
