♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
i've got one good news and one bad news todae. which one u wana listen to first? aaaa...
wokies. de bad one first.
i tink i'll fail my comb.science ca1~~~~~ oh my~ how how how? i've studied. i've reali studied. but when i open de test paper.. i reali feel like crying. cos i duno how to do! tian ar~ i onli noe how to do de D.C circuit one. de rest all blur blur. sobx sobx. for chem.. hmmm.. too anxious le. i cant tink of how to calculate moles suddenly. die lers. y am i so toopid. oh my tian..
now de good news ish...
i noe how to do de maths ca2 today! hahax.. so happi.. lols. cos todae de topic ish cumulative frequency... but i duno can score well anotx. hope so bahs... pray hard~ hahas.
school's fun afterall~ i love my skool! i love my class! i love my bag! i love myself! lols. craps. hahas. pls dun let anyone take away all these.. i dun wan both of u to destroy my life. destroy my happiness in skool... pls..... beg u all.
life's seems so boring.... although i'll have a surprise everyday.. although it may vanish one day... i'll still be lookin forward to everyday.... becos of u.
| m|ss u @ 7:11 PM
♥Saturday, February 25, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
my cousin JIEYING came from malaysia to my hse to stay for a night. ydae went jp with her... hee. here r de photos we took~
| m|ss u @ 1:13 PM
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I ♥ Mr.Tan
MY IDEAL DATE...hmmmm. specially for kelly jie de. hahas.
my ideal date would be those last minute decisions one. sumthing like a surprise which wun let mi haf much time to tink of abt wad to wear all those. hahas.. cos i always take a long long time to choose wad clothes to wear which ends up gettin fed up. lols. hahas.
hmmm. would like my ideal date to be in de afternoon. which i could haf enough slp to last till midnight. hee..
den will wake up at ard 11 plus.. den bathe.. after tt i'll open my wardrobe and start to match clothes to wear... tink wun be too long cos i definitely dun wan to be late for my date! hehes. after tt i'll either style my hair or make-up.. most probably make-up first... hahas.
den i'll take ard 30 mins to 45 mins for make-up.. after tat i'll start thinkin abt wad hairstyles to suit my clothings and make-up. hahas.. will take abt 20 mins for tt..
after tt i'll start to find accessories to match with my outfit. hmmm. will take abt 15 mins for tat... den i'll spray my perfume.. lalalas. perfume ish sumthing tat i can't live without. lols.. cos i always love to be 'xiangxiang' when i'm out. hee..
it'll be ard 1.30 p.m after i've finished with everything. kekes..
and now i'm ready to be out with de someone i love~
i would like to maybe go watch a movie with him.. den go shopping and enjoy some ice-creams at a nicenice atmosphere de place... after tat we'll buy some sushis and chocolates and off to de pier we go~
i would like to see de sunset with him.. and enjoy our world of two... hee..
after sun setted, we'd go to de beach and lie on de mat lookin at de twinkling stars~ and aso to capture our happiness-filled smiles.
i would definitely stay at de beach for a night with him if i could. hehes..
tat's de end of my ideal date! wad's urs?
| m|ss u @ 12:45 PM
♥Friday, February 24, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
hmmm. went back school studie lers. eh.. school life again~ but i love it! hee. everything's nice except de stupid cca. yucks!!!
i'm trying to treasure every moment in skool now.. every moment... but some things l could onli try not to tink abt it. after eu told mi.. i'm more confused le.
wad de heck are eu thinkin? can u pls express it out? i couldn't understand at all. maybe i'm jus thinkin too much. it's onli one-way. okays.
sorri for not tellin u. i cant do it. i'll onli hurt u and her. i'd rather suffer alone. so i'll wait for de day when i get over eu... i'll then tell u.. dui bu qi. wo bu shi yao gu yi ying man ni de.
| m|ss u @ 3:38 PM
♥Wednesday, February 15, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
been stayin at home for de past few days. urh~ super sian. miss school so much. haish.. duno wad i'm tinkin these few days. tryin to adapt to de days without eu. waitin for a day tat'll nvr come. wad u're tinkin.
| m|ss u @ 8:25 PM
♥Tuesday, February 14, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
jus bought a hellokitty crystal pendant from thefairy.com... nice? hahas. there're lots and lots of sweetsweet stuffs dere. but they're quite ex.@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ tatas~
| m|ss u @ 4:03 PM
♥Monday, February 13, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
ydae went to plae bb with siping.. jinghong.. and liping..
went at ard 3 plus and play till 6 plus. lols. i noe i'm lousy =x
den jinghong and siping had a match and jinghong won~ hahx.
48 ; 50
quite fun larhx. but veri tired.
these few days cant slp. mus wait till 2 plus den my brain will off.
arh! tat's y i always woke up late.
hahax.
| m|ss u @ 2:13 PM
♥Saturday, February 11, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
life's boring.
i'm lost.
wad should i do nw.
how can i fall sick.
`ling
| m|ss u @ 1:29 PM
♥Thursday, February 09, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
todae went to bugis with irene and jolene..
met irene at ard 5+.. cos she's late! lols.
den jolene came after tat to meet us. hee. so good hohx.. ;)
before jolene come.. mi and irene went to walk ard bugis junction and bugis street. we wun get lost this time lerx! hahax..
* took in bugis junction's toilet. lolx. *
went to mos burger for minestrone soup while waitin for jolene to have our dinner. after tat we went burger king and went to shop.. we walked ard bugis junction and i saw RAIN!!!
tatas.
| m|ss u @ 9:49 PM
♥Tuesday, February 07, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
moi heart aches de moment i woke up today. duno y aso. maybe can't slp well ydae bahx.
went central with marmie. bought de korea disc. memories of 'full house' kept flooding back.
my mind was in a whirl. i duno wad i was tinkin at de moment.
i duno how to explain de feeling in mi. it's reali veri veri sour. no matter how much chocolates i ate is of no use.
y mus eu be de 2nd rain. y...
it's such a torture to wait for an answer tat has no expiry date.
arhs. forget it. some things i can onli let go................................................
| m|ss u @ 12:24 PM
♥Monday, February 06, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
regrets. i shouldn't have gone bugis.
can de time be rewinded? but i can't pretend everything had not happened.
eu filled my life with happiness. and took it away without mi noticing.
now i noe. i can't change u. can't make u walk out from ur sorrow.. loneliness... emptiness....
i'm de one hu should sae sorri.
i noe u still care. if not u wouldn't ask mi to reject him.
but i wanna noe y u did wad he asked u to. do u reali mean to let us be together?
y r u so sad when we're going back? wad did he do to u to make u so upset?
y can't u tell mi.. i'm not onli ur sun nu. i'm aso ur fren. y did u sae ahgong de shi i no need to care. y....
all de things is not ur fault. pls dun blame urself.
everyday is de same............ nothing is special to u...............................
do u noe how hard these words went into mi?
i can't understand u... u can't understand mi too!!!
but trust mi on one thing. u'll forever be my ahgong. and i'll forever be ur sun nu.
| m|ss u @ 11:00 PM
♥Sunday, February 05, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
today went to zizi jie and bibi jie de hse gathering party. it's fun! but i look quite listless todae. ydae feel sick and can't feel asleep so chat with jy on fone from 2 a.m to 5 a.m. den went to slp and woke up at 8 a.m to prepare.
i tink i slacked my whole day through. lols. no mood for playing.. no mood for gambling... still left some mood for singing karaoke onli. hahax...
de place tat i spent most of de time at is zizi ji's room. cos i'm almost lying there de whole day. hee.. tired bahx.
tmr going to nigel's boss de duno wad thing. dinner bahx. mi go orh orh lers. nite nite~
| m|ss u @ 9:57 PM
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I ♥ Mr.Tan
Kbox! yeah~ lols.
Went Kbox on[4/2/06 ; Sat]at JE entertainment centre.
with Xinyi..Asyraf..Nigel..and two of nigel's fren.
mi and xinyi sang lots lots lots of songs. hahas. it's so fun norx. but too bad i haf to leave at 11. humph.
but i still reali did enjoy myself..
mi and xinyi was so high and we stand on de sofas. den nigel's fren sae mi and xinyi should go join de 'xiao yuan superstar'... [Siao] in de way. lols.
yea. fun night-out. cheers!
| m|ss u @ 9:37 PM
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I ♥ Mr.Tan
Went Bugis on[3/2/06 ; Fri]to meet nigel.
we watched fearless and went to his cousin's working place at pool fusion. den we're stuck at bugis. there's no more trains back to boon lay. oh my~ hahas. den we took a bus and arrived at ard tiong bahru area. den waited for de 'nightrider' tat nvr came. hahas. and at last we took a taxi home.
