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Siling ; Lingzi
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NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
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`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.

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`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood.

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Thursday, May 25, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

dun stop mi from being mad today. muahahas.


i wanna intro again...... my one and onli laogong.........


TAN SI PING~ wee!!!


hehes..


ydae went to his hse after skool.. waited for him to finish his eng oral.. waited for 1 hr and 15 mins. but todae he waited for mi for 1 hr and 40 mins lehs~


ydae went to his hse.. he cook noodles for both mi and xiaoyazi... den we eat and watch finding nemo at de same time.. after tt jiu go lie on bed. sleep. zzzz. hahas.. den 7 plus dearie jiu send mi home.. sweet!!!


todae.. he waited for mi to finish my eng oral... den we actuali intended in walkin home in de drizzle. but saw xiaoyazi waitin for bus at de 99 stop. den we go over and acc her wait. hu noes de rain ish like gettin heavier so i went to his hse instead... and i'm reali tired.


okays. i noe i do look like a pig. =p


den after tt i go bathe.. and dearie laogong use hair-dryer and help mi dry my hair. while i sit there enjoying myself. woops! hee...


den dearie go cook dinner for both himself and xiaoyazi. see~ so good de laogong where to find???? ;)


and he send mi home after tt... hao tian hao tian....


laogong ah laogong. can dun so cute ma? can dun treat mi so good ma? scared love u too much =x hahaz.. no la. i wun let u leave mi de!!! hughug.


swimming pool!!!!!!!!!!!!! when r u going to bring mi to u?????????????????????????? i'm mad again. lalalalalalalalalalala. miss u so much. pool~


hanhan! tingting! pingping! honghong!


weiwei.. my laopo... wana join in our groupie nehs. how? wana let her in? hahas. comments!

| m|ss u @ 10:05 PM


Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

我变了吗? 真的变了吗? 还是因为你不曾看过我的过去? 不曾认识过去的我? 不了解以前的思伶脾气那么坏? 这都是幻觉吗? 嗨。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
是我不了解自己还是你不够了解我呢........................................................................................

| m|ss u @ 9:37 PM




I ♥ Mr.Tan

isit reali true tt startin relationships were sweet sweet de... den it'll slowly change and become not so sweet le?


still remembered how we got together...


how we get depressed about de letting go... how we look at each other when our eyes met... how we cared about each other... how we overcome all de obstacles and finally.... got together........


everyting ish so wonderful...


everyone yearns to haf those 'hong hong lie lie' de ai qing gu shi...


but who reali had de courage to face them?


tis ish my life. i want it to be tis way. and it shall be.


hope tt everyone could have de 'happily ever after' storie... hope their story never has an ending....


till now i still couldn't imagine...


tt de one i'd been waitin for so long finally appears...


comparing reali makes u stand out from others. there's no nid to compare everyone to u.


jus one alone.... i could feel de difference.. i could feel how fortunate i am... how much happiness u could bring mi..


zhen de hen xie xie ni wo qing ai de laogong.. ni shi wo de yi qie. ni shi wo de...


all de beautiful and dramatic memories were kept inside mi. since de day i knew... i'll stay by ur side.. whenever u need mi, i'll be there..... jus for u.


being with u made mi realise alot of things... made mi treasure every moment with u..


no one ish perfect in tis world. so dun blame urself for being not good enough...


i want u to noe. u're my 90%. de A1 tt i wun let go. de A1 tt i will love forever. de A1 tt gave mi everything i needed. muacks.


肉麻啊??

还好啦。。。


相公!!! opps~

| m|ss u @ 7:53 PM




I ♥ Mr.Tan

hmm. these few days erm.. nono... these ard 2 weeks keep going out wif hong..ping..ting..


had lots and lots of fun wif them~


ydae went to watch movie together.. 'over the hedge'... and den walked home in de rain. ate ice-cream on de way too... and stayed at de playground for awhile before carryin on....


den de hong sae mi and ping veri romantic. lols~ but for now, de 4 of us can romantic together liao!!! no nid jealous lers. =p muahahas...


and ydae i didnt went school. cos eye gt infection from my mother's contact lense. i wear wrong one. cos duno which ghost replaced my contact lense with another pair. which no one in my hse ish using. sians. but nvm la. dun wan dearie to worri for mi also ma. hee~


and for todae, went skool and had chinese intensive lessons all de way till 10.40... den one period eng and recess time we went. after tt ish 3 periods de maths.. AAAA! going mad.. heng gt shuinan pei wo. if not... i going to fall asleep. hee!


and during lessons, i called yt ask whether she gt call mi jus now anot.. and she told mi she stead with honghong liao. yeah!!!! finally mi and ping de matchmaking ish successful~ muahaha. hope tt both of them can 恩恩爱爱白头到老


and after skool mi and ping went to meet hong at my bus-stop dere.. and we went to my hse and i changed clothes.. while hong called up ting and asked her to join us for lunch at central dere de kfc.. and she came down and we started chattin and gettin mad again. hahas..


next time go out mus bring digital cam along liaos.. if not we take de fotos all cannot be uploaded in my blog... cos i duno wad happen to my scanner. buy until now haven even use b4 den die liao. lols..


yeahs! so happi to be with them... veri relaxin.... cos we get mad everytime. hahas..


now 4 of us de relationship ish veri veri de complicated...


jinghong is my laogong de laogong.. and also my laopo de boyfren..
and siping is yanting's laogong de laogong and also boyfren de laopo..


LOLS~~~


SWEE!! hahas. learned from them de.. ALRITE LA~~~


Wee!!! i wan go swim swim!!!! lalalalalalas..

| m|ss u @ 6:52 PM


Saturday, May 20, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

我是你的。


就算你听得很腻很腻,我还是想说,我心里只有你一个。我爱你。。


no matter how stressed up i am... no matter how lonely i am..... no matter how hard it will be....... for ur sake. nothing can stop mi from loving u.. nothing can stop mi from staying by ur side...


真的要等到失去过才懂得珍惜吗?


要孤单过才懂得有你在我身边时,我是多么幸福的~



u're always on my mind...

| m|ss u @ 9:07 PM


Thursday, May 18, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

xiaolingzi's here!!! lols.


kaes.. ydae went kbox-ing at je with moi jiemeis.. cos it's yanting laopo de bdae!!! hehes.


met up at jp.. den went mac for abit of breakfast b4 heading to je.. reached le. yeahs! neo-print takin time~~ and after tt we went in and started gettin a lil mad. atmosphere was quite low at first.. but after awhile...my laogong started '自high'.......


and all of us did!!!!!


followed by hanhan de english songs.. which we translate them into chi words again~~~~


and den 'mary had a little lamb'.... lols. hong ish vibrating abt fixed positions. muahaha!


and den our.. 'shake it mama shake it'...


we're all enjoying ourselves. hahas.. fun fun fun fun fun !!!


and we went to je de arcade for awhile.. mi and ting played de japan drum thingie.. and aso watched hong and laogong play initial d...


back to jp, we went long john silvers for dinner.. and i bought my baobei!! [minestrone soupie]!!!!!! lalalalalas. hahas.


my day ended with laogong sending mi home.


yt laopo todae confirm veri veri happi de lor hohs... hee!


******************************************************

todae during lessons, received yt de msg askin mi after skool go whr. i noe she missed mi =p opps! hahas.


and i called her and we decided to ask them out for bb..


mi and laogong went jp to mit yt after phy remedial. and was shocked to see hong, with home clothes liao. lolx.


and i bought my baobei minestrone soupie again and off to laogong de hse we went. slacked for an hr and went blcc to plae bb...


played till ard 6 plus and went to our old place.. 7eleven and rot there...


and home we went~


i'm tired tired tired tired tired todae. AAAA. hao bahs. bathin time.. and den i'll let my bed kidnap mi liao. yeahs!!

| m|ss u @ 8:19 PM


Saturday, May 13, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

darlings!!!!! ai si ni men le!!!!!! my jiemei groupies.



dajie: hanhan
erjie: tingting
sanjie: lingling
xiaomei: pingping
xiaodi: honghong


I LOVE THEM LORTS !!!!!!!!!!!



hehes..


todae went jp with ting.. bought some thingies.. for mother's day. hahas..


mi and ting were walkin and walkin ard jp. talkin and talkin non-stop. i jus lurve her!


opps~ hee. i love my jo mum too! went ntuc but she's not dere cos it's still early. not her shift yet. hee..


and den we walked to pioneer mall.. sat dere... eatin and eatin.. till my laogong slowly climb from his hse... he's slower than de snail u noe. haha!


and we sat dere.. for an hr?


den walked home. i love my darlings! love all of them!!!


thankiew ting laopo and ping laogong for brightenin up moi day.. ai si ni men le.


我老公说要养我一辈子哦!

谢谢你老公!!! 爱你爱你爱你爱你爱你!!!!!


todae's de 97th day since i've loved eu. it's short. so i'll extend it forever. hahas!


going kbox with ting..hong..ping..han.. next comin wed...

cos ish TING LAOPO de birthday!!!!! hee~


bought her bdae pressie liao. guess wad? =p

her favourite cosmetics. kekex.. shhhhh. cos she cant be online. a lil surprise for her. =x


bathin time! buais~~~

| m|ss u @ 6:29 PM


Friday, May 12, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

i duno wad's happenin...


did something changed? did de atmosphere changed? i duno..


something's happenin everytime. everytime..


it's haunting.


laogong. we can overcome all obstacles de. we can..


love.


i nid u.


wo hen pa. wat'll my world be like without eu.


i can onli treasure u as much as i can now.


i dun wana noe wad's goin to happen tmr.


i dun believe in dreams. i dun wan to.


baobei. wo ai ni.

| m|ss u @ 6:47 PM




I ♥ Mr.Tan

ydae went bugis with laogong..hong..ting..han..


went lot 1 to find hanhan first cos de gal haven change shifts with her. she's late okay! shit her.


den after tt we took mrt all de way to bugis.. stomachs were grumbling on de mrt liaos. and off to mos burger we went.. i bought my honey minestrone soupie and a cheese burger to fill my tummie =x


after all of us finished eatin, we went to de neo-print shop and take fotos. sadly, hanhan had to leave le. so we bobian.. all go back jurong with her aso. she gt to attend de lesson for pastamania. she'll be workin dere from june onwards. bugis de.. cos her school's dere..


and after we reached jp, we went to ntuc and find jolene marmie.. den to de arcade.. mi and ting played para and after awhile..hong and laogong went home. cos laogong de mummy at home liaos..


and mi and ting left not long after they left..


back home we went. end of day. tired. zzz.



********************************************

todae woke up at 8 plus.. waiting for 8.45 to gif ting a morning call. bb day todae~


met yt at 9.30.. she came up lookin for mi cos i'm late =p


and we took 99 to blcc and find de both of them.. but blcc nvr open on public holidays one.. so we went to 500+ dere and plae.. de sun's so damn hot can. but we still continued playing...


till de sky ish dark and gonna rain, we went to jurong spring cc and wanted to change. but de toilets were all closed. so we go de mac and sit dere rest for awhile.. and laogong went to plae bb alone in de drizzle. omg.


mi and ting joined him shortly.. followed by hong..


sun's coming out.. de floor ish hot. veri hot. but we continued playin and playing. till we're all veri tired.. and hong found out tt de handicap toilet ish opened. den ting go change and both of them too. they even buy water to bathe. lols.


it's ard 2 plus going 3 and hong left. den mi and laogong acc yt go eat lunch. i'm full wif de mac jus now. but when i saw ting eatin, stomach grumbles again. i duno wad's happenin to my stomach these days. cant be filled.


and den we walked laogong home and mi and ting took bus home.


reached home jus now at 4.10.. had a hot bath and ate noodles. no one's at home. sad.


but daddy came back after tt. no difference.


lie on de bed. waitin for my eyes to close. my brain to shut off. but it didn't. so here i am blogging all abt ydae and todae. kaes. till here. tadas.

| m|ss u @ 6:29 PM


Wednesday, May 10, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

kaes. todae's de last second paper to end my mid-yr exams..


tmr's de comb. science paper one. mcq questions.


zzzzz.


todae after skool went to jp with laogong and siya.. den went to mos burger and eat.. i drank moi favourite minestrone soup and large fries.. den yanting came.. followed by jinghong..


we sat dere and rot for awhile before heading to sakae sushi and pei yt reserve de place. she wanna celebrate mother's day dere. hahas..


received a call from my baobei hanhan... askin abt tmr de programme..


finally decided tt we go bugis and shop.. hahaz. and den we went to laogong de hse and change into his clothes. yt wore white de bb shorts while i wore black de. i aso wear laogong de shirt. hahas.. den honghong came and he lie on de bed watchin 恶魔在身边 with us.. laogong joined in later... and after we finished watchin, laogong played nba while de 3 of us were on his bed slackin. waitin for time to pass..


finally, we're out to blcc.. played bb till 5 plus...


and went to 7eleven and sit dere.. like wad honghong says, his father owned de shop. lolx..


laogong mus be tired todae.. play bb for so long... not like mi and yt.. mostly sit dere and watch u all plae.. hahax.. hao bahs. tonight b4 10.30 mus slp. promise dearie de.


now waitin for laogong de fone call. den go lie on bed and try flipping through de mcq questions see if can go in anot.. nites!!


baobao... dun so stress kaes? jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!! eu can do it de! u study for urself.. not for ur parents... yeaps. ish for ur future.. dun study wun die.. jus tt when we go into society lers we'll find de VERI big difference of having a diploma and an o level cert. wokies? cheer up!! hughugs!


xinyi... yizi! dun be so disappointed wokie?? take care hao mars? lurve ya!


jolene... how haf u been? so long nvr tag at my blog liao. ewwww. forget mi le ar? hahas.. mother's day coming le lehs.. nvr go celebrate with mi.. opps! hee... all de best in everything! ;) find one day ask mairah out aso nehs. long time nvr see her le aso.. =)


nites everyone! slp early too!

| m|ss u @ 8:26 PM


Monday, May 08, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

lalala. ppl loves to talk. loves to comment. loves to sae anithing they wan to. it's alrite. i wun stop them. i cant stop them as well. they're not mine.


things arent getting over.. everything hasnt end. and it's not gonna end.


let mi tell u. i wun stop him from talkin to anyone. so dun tink too much. he's not mine. he dun belongs to mi.

| m|ss u @ 2:23 PM


Sunday, May 07, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

jus now went to meet laogong..honghong..and terr for bb...


walked to 187 dere de court cos blcc 8 den can plae. and de honghong played de pregnant lady again. oh gosh..


okays.. and when we reached dere.. they started playin and i'm playin with hong's tamagochi. [which laogong saes wo hen xiang xiao hai zi =p] hahas..


terr played awhile nia den sit down and watch them play le. he's saving his energy to plae at blcc later on... lols. pro huh.


and we walked back to blcc.. went to buy bubble tea first. laogong thankiew! hehes..


disappointed.... de toopid gate was locked. lights out. and we're standing dere deciding whr to proceed on...


after discussion, we decided to take taxi to terr's hse and plae. flagged for taxis... and tt honghong keep using de girly voice. still ask mi dun snatch from him my laogong. he's mine okay???!!! opps!!!!!!


hahas. and in de taxi, terr was havin problem explainin to de driver whr he lives. omg. no la. ish he duno how to tell him de place he live.. eh. nvm. ish de road. and in de taxi, 2 maddies were sittin beside mi. and de poor mi was sittin between them. crushed. opps~


both of them were mad when they're together.. they can dance..shout... do watever things they wan to like nobody else ish watchin. lols.. but i like =x


and duno y suddenly changed de place to go.. went to 760 dere de bb court and plae.. it's abt 8.35 p.m when we reach dere.. and they started to plae match. and i'm sittin dere with kinlu feedin mosquitos. lolx..


and when it's 10 p.m... de lights auto-off de. and their match ended as well.. they're tired. and i'm full of energy!!!! after being kissed by duno how many families of mosquitos.. haha!


after tt we went to gekpoh de toilet.. and tt poor terr left his ring inside.. nvm la. he sae not ex de. still can buy one more.. lol~~


and off to mac we go.. [ regretted going there ... ]


inside mac, terr bought his drink and de 4 of us sit dere enjoying de air-con... [ not noticing de change of weather outside ]


after abt 20 mins, we walked to de entrance and found out tt it's raining veri veri veri heavily outside. sians.


but i still wana walk home cos long time nvr lidat walk in de rain lers. sorri darling.. next time i wun let u go in de rain with mi le. u're still sick.


and terr went home and de 3 of us walked to de bus-stop and acc hong wait for bus 99. his daddy called and scold him. sorri hong!!! shouldn't haf let u go mac.


after hong board de bus, mi and laogong walked home..


de rain ish still as big as ever.... but i'm not cold with darling by my side.. reali... first time in de rain for so long still not feeling cold at all. laogong i love u!!! thanks for ur warmth...


we walking home de time still playin wif de pools of water on de floor.. lols. dearie thanks for everything!


i noe u're rushing mi to slp le... still sae mi stupid baobei... still wan shit mi... everyday aso shit mi... u good! haha!!!


hu sae sick le cannot shit one [veri familiar hohs laogong???]


hao la.. dun write le... u la! rainin still on air-con. bwg. shit u ah!~ lalalalala =p=x


| m|ss u @ 12:09 AM


Friday, May 05, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

我不难过。。 为了你。。。 为了不想让你担心。。 我答应你。。 什么事我都会告诉你。。。


agreed with marmie de post.. love ish always beautiful at first...

relationships always starts with sweetsweet de thingies.. everything ish so wonderful.. nothing seems to block de love path tt u and him walked... but as time goes by... everything changed.. maybe with less smses everyday... less time meetin each other.. [from everyday to once a week?] maybe....


marmie and daddie was already 4 yrs and 3 mths.. still counting on... they were so lovely.. their storie was so touching and dramatic...


let mi tink.. how i noe u...


it was during secondary 3..

ndp.. all becos of ndp... and aso someone. him.


and we started to get to know each other.. talked on de fone for about 2 weeks and didnt chat anymore after tt.. but it's reali dun talkin to u tt time. u were always so funnie and cute. hee!!


and we went to plae badminton below my hse one morning.. u..him..mi..and irene.. lols. it's such an unforgettable mornin.. laughters everywhere... we went to nycc and book a court to plae after tt.. still remembered de time u and him followed mi home. scary... brrrrr.....


and i wun forget how much i'm depending on u to get to my place for de 4th formation everytime.. cos i always cant seemed to find mine.. and always went to ur place and stand instead. opps!! hahax..


and u go ur way.. while i go mine after ndp ended...


but our relationship doesn't jus stop there..


on 06/02/06...

nigel brought mi to his company de lauyusheng session.. and u jump out from nowhere while i was day-dreamin!!! xia si wo le -.-'''


and i'm so so so shocked to see u there.. cos i tot i wouldn't be seeing ppl tt i noe dere...


hee.. and we went to ur company dere and wait for everything to start.. u were always so playful and noisy.. opps! heard ur voice everytime... hahax..


and after de session ended.. u and ur frens started playin pool... and den UUUUUU insisted on mi to plae and write my name at de board. when mi and a fren wanted to erase our names, u stand dere and guard de stupid board. and mi and her was trying every ways we could to divert ur attention so we could erase our names. EWWW. bad siping. hahas!


enuf of playin.. hahas!! after tt duno hu suggested going to de arcade.. and cos i dun wan to go home so early... i went to! so does nigel.. and off to de arcade we went.. once we reach de arcade.. i duno whr nigel fly to la huh... and i'm standin behind u.. watchin u and raymond plae initial d... u played for 2 round.. den ask mi whr nigel go.. and i replied u duno... den u sae nvm.. still got u.. [bet u forget le bahs?] hahas...


and when our stomachs all went hungry, we went to a kopitiam nearby to have our dinner-cum-supper? hee.. u were walking behind mi mars... and u put ur hands on my shoulders and played de 'choo-choo-train' together with ur lame frens up de stairs.. hahas! and cos i dun feel like eatin alot... u aso... another guy aso.... and we 3 shared a bowl of noodles.. lolx.


i will never ever forget tis. hee..


finish eatin le den mi.. nigel.. u.. and another 2 frens took mrt home together.. i aso duno wad happen to nigel tt day. weird weird de. so u ask mi dun care him.. and we 3 sit on de floor in de mrt. i'm wearin skirt ok!!! lols. it's long la huh. so nvm. hee!


and we 4 were crapping all de way from bugis back to boonlay..


de caring u wanted to send mi home.. it's onli 10 plus lehs xiaopingzi... hee! and u reali send mi home.. and mi and another guy pei ni wait for 99 to come.. u noticed mi havin a blister and ask mi wad happen to my leg.. see~~~~ still dare sae u not caring???


after tt day.. we started our conversation again... we started chattin on msn.. den sms cos u're in skool.. and u nagged at mi and ask mi to go back blss and study... and sae u pei wo studie.. laogong! u sae de huh.. mus pei wo studie de hohs. hee!


i seemed to wait for ur return everyday after skool and went online ard 2 plus everyday..


seemed to wait for ur sms every minute..


and even meet out to plae bb one dae with xiaomei and jinghong...


hahas. everything was like a dream.


and de night before i went back to blss, u..weekiong..asyraf..teckhua..and mi went to superbowl... i aso duno y i go dere. hahax.. see u all bowl le den plae pool.. bought chocolates at 7eleven... u and asyraf waitin for mi to feed. lols..


after tt took 99 home.. i'm mad at u cos of something... u la... keep teasing mi and asyraf.. noe i dun like him still tease wo.. sorri la.. didnt reali wan to get angry with u de.. and u sae sorri to mi and ask if i now get off bus and u run here send mi home... but i dun wan. it's late le. tmr still gt school... tt's y..


first day of skool was kinda fun.. i told u i dun dare walk in skool anymore.. and u lend mi ur courage.. hee! thankiew dear!


i walked into school. a place i've nvr imagined walkin in again..


bell rings. i walked to de parade square.. saw u.. u saw mi too.. and i've been arranged to go to 5/2. i was abit disappointed. cos i'm not in ur class. another reason ish cos.. i'm not in de same class as irene.. sobs.


but 5/2's nice afterall. i love de class. i love de ppl. i love my seat. everthing.


everyday i could see u walk past my class.. and everytime u walk past my class, u'll look in...


someone told mi b4.... u wun look at someone for no reason de.. but some things shows de opposite... i duno wad to believe. and skool's fun. i can see u. and not wait for u everyday after skool at home..


and we smsed everyday. every minute. i noe wad u're doin. u noe wad i'm doing. we started to rely on each other.. cos we cared for each other more than wad other ppl does to us. maybe...


and u asked mi whr i'm going everyday after skool.. things were all so great until one day she approached mi. and ask mi when i go out with u de. i was shocked. lost at tt moment. and u were intruding my world from then on.. i dun feel secure.. i started to tink abt everything tt's going to happen to mi. i wanted to let go of u...


de first time.. i didnt succeed. cos u dun wan to... and i dun bear to...


de second time was still de same.. but u were sad. i can feel it. i dun wan lose u too. but i cant help it. after much thinkin... i decided not to let u go.. i dun wan hurt u.. i dun wana hurt myself too. love's selfish. sorri for sacrificing de friendship with her..


but de days in school were gettin sadder everyday. i duno wad reactions should i give u when i see u.. i duno how to face her.. we're in mediacorp.. acting and acting.. i hate it. hate it!!!


time goes by.. both of us get to noe our feelings for each other... and we got together..


but life in school was gettin more and more miserable.. i cant face u.. cant face her.. i'm stressed up. i've to act as if nothing has happened. u too. i noe it's tough for u too...


until i couldn't take it anymore.. i decided to tell her.


and everything turned out as expected. our friendships were over. but i haf a caring and nice de laogong in exchange. tt's y i should treasure u more.. cos i love you laogong.


anything could happen. no one noes de future. but dere's one thing tt i noe. tt ish i'll nvr leave u de.


i want to hold on to u forever.. want to brighten up ur day with my smile. want u to know tt u're being loved. by mi..


and tt's when our love story started.. it's tough... it's hardship.. it's painful.. it's sacrificing... but nothing can change de fact tat my heart ish being tied to u.



亲爱的, 我爱死你了!!!。。。。。

| m|ss u @ 8:20 PM


Thursday, May 04, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

爱情就好像一片森林。。


我一直都在寻找爱情的真意。 满脑子都是梦幻的我想了好久。。 爱。。。??? 是什么???? 温暖。。。?? 呵护。。??? 依靠。。。?? 我不懂。


早晨是如此的美丽。。每个早晨都让我期待着。。。 能看到你,是我的幸福。



你到底是谁。。?



你不属于我。。 你不是我的。。。 我不曾拥有过你。。


hais. i duno wad happened to mi.. keep feelin tt i'll lose something important in my life... which made mi feel down... sometimes i jus hope by doing some things, it could take away all my sorrows.. all... everything..... and it wont come back and find mi animore.. how i wish i could...


i noe i'm fortunate.. and i'm cherishin.. treasuring... not for de sake of anyone.. but becos i do love u.


i feel warmth with u around mi.. felt de happiness tt couldn't be put in wordings... but aso found de deep stabbing pain tt hurts alot.. dere's nth to do with u... it's mi. i haf no idea on wad i'm thinkin... realli duno.. haish.


there're things which even if it takes a lifetime, u wouldn't understand... and tt's one of de reason y i chose to keep it from u.. wad if u noe? wad's de point? it's nothing to u.. cos gals r lidat.... or maybe it's jus mi.........


可不可以永远留在你身边?可不可以让我感觉到致死不予的爱情?



真的会消失不见吗??????。。。。。。

| m|ss u @ 10:02 PM


Wednesday, May 03, 2006

I ♥ Mr.Tan

okays.. finally... my blog's ready for view.... lols~


*new layout*


i've been lookin for nice blogskins for de past.... duno how many days larhs. sian..


and finally heaven pitied mi todae... lettin mi find one okay-okay skin.. hahas...



dearie was sick.. her sister was sick too... sorri laogong.. cant be by ur side for 24 hrs... hope de toopid sickness faster leave u. how dare he snatch u from mi.. *grumbles*


tmr's chem paper.. eh. hopeless? omg.. try larh try larh...


todae dearie wrote letter to mi!! muahahas. so honoured. first time nehs =p laogong muacks muacks muacks! opps~~ hehes.. todae went his hse to find him... see him lidat..... haish. 快点好起来!!!


hao~ gtg lers. promised moi laogong to slp b4 ten. hee! buaibuais~ nites everyone!



*i haf a storie to tell tmr... ;)

| m|ss u @ 10:01 PM