♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
i dun expect a reason for it. i haf trust in eu. i jus wana noe. hope to noe de truth.
can i? will u?
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went to terrance erzi de house plae billard. cannot plae cos gort ppl. den wan go plae bb. aso cannot cos got alot of ppl. sianx.. after tat went gekpoh de arcade with vivian mei. den go central dere eat kfc.. sit dere for a long time talking. get to know things tat i wouldn't noe..
| m|ss u @ 8:23 PM
♥Wednesday, April 20, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
Realli dun understand wad they thinking wan lorx.. everytime pick on us. St.john sarks larhx !!! Everytime tuck in tuck in... as if u all gort tuck in liddat.. Punishment ish all tat u all can tink of. Even plae games aso need force de.. dun wan plae den kana punishment. wad is tis la~ Tink lehx.. if de game ish fun u no need call ppl plae they all aso will plae de lorz.. de thing ish tat de games are all damn lame... i rather u let us choose our own choice of games ish even better. U like to plae with us sho much rite.. treat us as ur puppets ritex.. den after tat cum and treat us sho gud... all u wan ish face. dun even care about how we feel.. tis kind of cca aso gort~ such a 'nice' cca u'll ever find huh...
| m|ss u @ 8:21 PM
♥Monday, April 18, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
Oh my god~ ` y my skool de ppl like to gossip sho much wan.. little things can spread until sho many ppl noe. - haish. y mus u lie!!! wo hen hao pian arhx? i reali dun understand y u wanna lie.. . am i de one hu changed or are u de one? u're nort de person i once knew lerx.. ^ or izit u're already liddat since de dae we stead? i reali regretted... i dun understand eu at all. not even a bit.. i tried. but i can't do it. u misunderstood mi. * hope euu can stay happi bahx.. although it seems nothing to u after de breakup. _ lurvve stands no boundaries _ laogong wo ai ni !!!
| m|ss u @ 10:12 PM
♥Saturday, April 16, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
i dunno whether am i doing de right thing anotx.. i'm actuali trying to help her reconcile wif eu. haiz... and i'm reali scared. i dun wan to make u more stressed up by ur frens lerx.. de world's unfair. true love never happens. and will never lasts..
` iisolatedd- alonee in tish world of darkkness. *sobxxx*
| m|ss u @ 2:33 PM
♥Wednesday, April 13, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
it was all a dream. a wonderful, sweet, lovely dream tat will never cum true.
i also dunno ish from last thursdae or fridae de time start de. we talked about alot of things. alot alot. and i tink i treated u more than a fren.
Sundae de time i went to kfc and look for u den be ur bodyguard and sent u home. but we sat under block 843 and we talked for a long time. den u pull my ear sho i bite ur hand norx.
Mondae morning actuali meet at tat place to go skool togetha. but cos i go see doc so nvr go meet him and he waited for abt half and hour before runnin to skool. sorri~
Mondae after skool we meet at parc 3 den go jp eat lunch. he paid for mi. and after tat we go buy water. i gave him de money but he use his own to pay and return mi de money. dort.
Tuesdae morning we went to skool together. we meet at 6.45 den walk to skool. den after skool we meet at parc 3 and we sat dere for a long time before going to jp to watch 'the pacifier'.
he paid for de tickets as well. give him he dun wan take. madness. haish.
i'm realli happi when i'm wif him. feels veri relaxing. dun need to scared of anithing. but de feelings gone now. forever..
Todae morning i aso went skool with him. Todae i running moi 2.4 km. sianx. all becos of him i had de will to run on. but now everything's over. i dun even wan to tink abt it. but i can't.
i told him my leg veri pain and he ask whether wan rabbit to send mi home marx. den i sae okies. den we meet at parc 3 and i stayed dere doing moi physics.
after i finished doing, he and his fren keep wantin to get out of de skool. i duno y at first.
later he told mi tat dere's a gal who was heart-broken and he comforted her. and becos of tis de gal treated him as her stead. it's ridiculous lor..
den he told mi he wanted to clear up de mess and settle de problem and oblige her. it's nort stupid or wad but it's jus nort de right thing to do. it's jus cheating his own feelings and de gal's too.
i noe i've no right to have a sae in tis. but.. hais. he sent mi home and he left........
it's de best dream i've ever had. it wun come true. never ever will. lurvve hurtx more than i tink of..
| m|ss u @ 7:14 PM
♥Saturday, April 09, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
haish. now i noe how lightly u treated our friendship. u onli wanted to win all de time. it's jus a match. u said ppl no sportsmanship.. i reali duno wad eu thinkin. i've apologised to eu. try to talk to u. sms u. but u jus heck care.. u're now makin mi suffering in silence u noe? u said i foul u alot of times when playing. as u noe tat i duno de bball rules well. and i noe tat whenever we foul or wad u confirm shout 'da shou', 'double', 'step' or wad de nors. so i nvr worri abt foulin cos u'll always remind us. and we're like treatin it as a friendly match or wad. jus to pass time. i duno u reali treated it so seriously. at night i talk to u on msn and u ignore. nvm, den next dae whole dae nvr talk. to u ish maybe nothing. but to mi? it's everything. it spoilt moi whole dae. becos i reali treated our friendship seriously.. i dun wan to spoil it. u can even forgive yt but not mi. wad ish tis. ya..i noe ish ur choice. i can't stop u from hating mi. maybe i'm jus born to let u hate bahx. i tried to think. wad made u so angry wif mi all de time. but i can't tink of it. can u gif mi a reason for hating mi? ish our friendship reali sho fragile?
