♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
school's todae was... fun! hahas. and den went to bl dere wait for laogong and saw sengkiat and huixian. lols. after tt went to laogong de hse with xiaomeimei. and she's usin de comp. and mi too. and we're like. sittin a few metres away from each other and talkin in msn. diaos.
hmm. should i pity u? hate u? or wad? or even to sae feel sad for u? i dunch noe. simple logics u could take so long to understand? or maybe u couldn't even understand them? hais. i reali duno wad words i could use to describe u animore. u've made ppl feel so so so sad. sae them till they dun even worth a cent. and den complain abt other ppl hurtin u. y dun u look at urself first? y r ppl so selfish when it comes to tis kinda things? they onli could tink abt how badly ppl treated them.. how pity they were. and not look at themselves and ponder abt wad they'd done to other ppl in return. they tot ppl deliberately wanted to upset them. agitate them. but.. tink... wad's de point? u reali tink they've gt nth else better to do than provoking u? no~ maybe u could actuali try and imagine. urself in other ppl's shoes. wad will u do? how will u feel? den u can start sayin wadeva things u're sayin now and wadeva actions u've done right now. thanks. ur thoughts were greatly appreciated. by mi.
| m|ss u @ 9:43 PM
♥Monday, June 26, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
kekekes. todae went swimming after skool wif laogong and honghong.
went home to change and prepare first and laogong bought bubble tea for both mi and my mum. wee!!!
and after tt i went to laogong's hse.. and waited for hong's call.
finally, he called. and we meet him at de entrance of de swimmin complex. we were late! for 10 mins. oh gosh. and we went in.. changed..
and lazy pool here we come!
were lazy-ing inside for a few rounds and off we go to de wave pool.
although dere's no wave when we went in, we're still as mad as eva.
especially de 2 'kids' i should sae? they were so cute and funnie lor! oh my.
they were splashing water at each other.. doing stunts and enjoying themselves all de way~ while mi? enjoyed with them as well. but managed to swim till my hands and legs were quite tired? hahas. nice! love to go out with them! so so so relaxed. thanks dear. and hong. de ever ready steady bom-bee-bee xiaodi~
and finally, de wave came. and we went to de corner dere whr de wave ish de roughest. and both of them lurve to be salted fishes. hanging at de walls of de swimmin pool. lols! they're so cute man~ i'm like.. bringing 2 little boys to de swimmin pool. but they were really enjoying themselves. and mi too! i love todae! i missed de pool for so long. and finally it came to find mi. opps! em. paiseh. ish i went to find it. lols!
and after tt, we went to have our dinner at de nearby kopitiam. all of us ate chicken rice. mi and hong eat roasted de while laogong eat white de. hee!! de soup veri nice~ and mi and laogong drank de iced milk tea while hong drank de... em.... milk tea too? but warm one. hee..
and we slowly walked to de bus-stop and took bus home. hong went home and laogong send mi to my door. den took bus and meet hong at jp cos hong wan buy ear studs.
and todae, i'm happi. i'm reali happi.
i lurve my laogong to bits.
i'll stay with him no matter wad happens.
i love u dear.
i love my hanhan. my tingting. my pingping. my honghong. my weiwei.
i love my baobao. my paraparaben. my momomilk. my momoqueen. my juzi. my mushroom. my susi.
i love my jomum. my cellodad. my mairah. my yingying.
i love all of u hu's made my life so wonderful.
and aso, my dage and erge hu's made me laugh so much. ;)
thanks all! but laogong, most credits goes to u. wo ai ni~
| m|ss u @ 9:41 PM
♥Sunday, June 25, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
tmr school's reopening!!! wee~ hahas. it's not tt i love school la.. but i jus missed de days in school. duno y aso.. ;)
and...i've not completed all my homeworks! m i gonna die? hahas!! hope everything's gonna be fine bahs. *winks*
and.. i'm not a princess! i'm a witch! baobao sae de. =x xD
den my xiaopingzi become wizard le ah? oh gosh~ lols..
and.. i wan go swimming! i dun care! i wan go swimmin!!!! pool!!!! come find mi can anot???????
if i'm a witch,
*i wana go genting highlands with xiaopingzi!*
*i wan my family to live happily ever after*
*i wan to spend de rest of my life with my wizard*
*i wan everyone to be happy!*
tat's all bahs.~ for now? weeheeheeheee~~
my layhuan baobei helpin mi to type out my class time-table nicenice for mi. hao gan dong~ hahas. xie xie ni baobei! and i'm jus so lazy to iron my clothes todae. grrrrr. tmr mornin den iron bahs. =p if not den be prepared to see mi in crumpled clothes tmr! oppsie~
nites everyone~ happy school re-openin tmr!
| m|ss u @ 10:05 PM
♥Friday, June 23, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
todae mornin went to meet laogong..hong..wei... outside school gate.. hee!
and off to pioneer mall's mac we go.. went there and chat... laogong ish doing his maths hw.. hahas.. and after tt we went to central's kfc.. sat there for lunch and all of them came to my hse. wee!! and we ate tiramisu together.. den hong and ping was happily watchin my sister play maple. omg~
and xiaomeimei was sittin on de sofa dere duno doin wad. while mi were preparin clothes for ting to change later on...
and off we went again to take bus 99 to laogong's hse.. waited for de sun to set.. lols.
and den we went to blcc to plae bb.. ting came later and we played a match. de xiaomeimei was so so so funnie! duno wad she doin aso. lols!
and den xiaomeimei went home le.. den left de 4 of us. we continued to plae a match and till ard 5.30 den we leave.. went to mac and bought fries and ice-cream. den walked to de sushi shop which nvr open. omg~ and den walked one street of pasar malam before heading towards de bus-stop.
zzzz. tiring day~ confirm slp veri early tonight de. ;)
happy family! i love all of u lots!
| m|ss u @ 8:12 PM
♥Thursday, June 22, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
todae laogong came to meet mi after his remedial.
den we took bus 99 to his hse. den halfway we get off de bus. mi not feelin tt well. and laogong ran to buy mi soya milk and panadol.. xie xie ni laogong da ren!!
den went his hse and watched tv. he accompanied mi for de whole day.. and i took tiramisu to de staircase and we eat together.. den he came my hse to drink water..
he now go see his ahgong le. hee.. take care wor dearie!
and xiaomeimei's letter was so cute and sweet. next time write more tis kind of letter hohs! =p
eh. i cant find nice blogskins lehs. u go find kaes? i aso haven create de account at hotmail dere. duno wad name to put. hahas..
honghong. sorri wor. todae cant go with u. we next week den go wokies? ;)
| m|ss u @ 9:20 PM
♥Wednesday, June 21, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
dun wan mi in ur blog? STOP mi from going larhs~ felt so childish after those few posts infront. i'm being too ignorant~ all child's play. wait till u grow up den sae la... simply quarrelin over a guy with u.. wad i'm thinkin man~ i'm growing up.. not gonna care wadeva shit u sae animore. none of my fuckin business. actions were louder than words. i'll prove. u jus wait.
todae went laogong de hse in de early morning~ watched 'shen diao xia lu' together.. hahas. den honghong came and we watched together.. den saw yanting and irene's messages.. called them up and yt on de way back from skool so i asked her to come over and de 4 of us sat in de living room and rot. hahas~ den laogong..hong..ya... went to cut hair and mi and ting went bl market dere to buy bubble tea.. wee~~ hahas... and when we walking home still see both of them playin bb. bus come le aso dun wan go up. den siya alone sittin dere and wait for them to finish playing their match.. lols. and den mi and ting went back to laogong's hse and i continues to watch de show while ting used de comp.
and after they returned, hong went home and laogong go bathe. and mi and ting took bus home.. laogong de new hairstyle so cute! hee~ so tired todae.. wanting to go swimmin so much! pool!!!! i'm coming!!!!!!!!!!! hahas!
mi and ting on de bus keep talkin and laughing. so funny... and off we went~ home sweet home~ happy day todae! laogong bought mi 2 types of chocolates at genting.. yummie yum yum! hao tian wor.....
and vivian xiaomei cut her leg todae mornin.. aww. mus take care ah. dun keep de bottle and gel liao. next time teach u how to make kaes? hee!!
Parents went neighbour's wedding dinner tonight. veri late den come back.. sian ah sian ah. hahax~ mi go bathe le! WEE~~~
| m|ss u @ 7:26 PM
♥Tuesday, June 20, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
muahaha. wei le boi? pls la hohs. dun assume everything. no prove sae so much gt wad use? i wan come back my problem leh~ u pay my skool fees ah? huan lo la!! hahahas. till now it's onli ur thinkin. u tink i'm tis i'm tt. do u reali noe mi tt well? muahahas. sae wadeva uncivilised words u wan to la pls. continue lor.
and aso, it's not u hu dun wan to snatch back. u dun have de ability to do so~ it's jus tt u cant have him. can't have wad u wan and start bitching abt here and dere. did i eva sae tt i'm an angel? u assume everything again. u lurve to make up stories so much. tell u.. there's another job for u now.. go be a scriptwriter. nice~
and i'm not explainin anything to anyone. tis is my blog. i dun assume and presume things like u do. i jus sae wad i feel. wa~ play finish le. do u haf to be so cruel to him? it's u hu mistreated him in de past. and now u sae till plae finish le den no nid him animore. u wan lie to hu gal? it's him hu dun wan u. not u. and u sae till machiam u flirt lidat. wad for? i didnt even sae u and u sae tt urself. did u dig a hole and fell in it?????????? kekekekekes... eatin ur own words. nice hur?
i used underhand methods? i've told u so many many times before. love can be controlled de ma? u tell mi. love reali can be controlled de ma? and u tink i didnt try to forget him and let him go? u duno anithing. u duno de whole storie. u jus make up de whole storie to let everyone noe u've lost him to mi. and u wanted everyone to noe i'm such a bad woman. sure~ go on~ make everyone buy ur 'pitiful' storie. go on~
i jus dun understand. till now u still could quarrel so much over him. u're so childish. can't u tink properly? grow up pls. becos of a guy and u make up all these. u've such a long breath. so damn damn damn long-winded. tis doesnt show how much u love him. it jus show tt u're so selfish. u're always thinkin abt urself in de first place. i'm cheap? i jus wana get him? define ur sentence further please. i dun quite get wad u mean gal. i lied to everyone? sorri la gal. i've gt nothing to hide. tell everyone ur storie lor. tell everyone how i'd 'SNATCHED' ur siping away from u lor. and how i'd 'BREAK' de both of u up lor. go tell everyone~ it's ok de..
hahahahahahahas. my frens will regret? jus wait and see la u. my frens from mediacorp? muahahahahas. u offended all my frens. GREAT~
mi lonely in skool? hahaha~ does tt concern u? u care so much ah? pity mi ah? oh thanks... i'm so happi~~ muahahahas!! i've gt frens i like. i've gt frens i love. they'll understand and make de right choice of frens de. no nid u to teach them la. *pui*
dun nid him animore? u wan him den take ah? wait long long la. u wan him den get him?? yuckies. u dun nid him animore still bitch here for wad. de more u sae u dun care, de more it goes to show how much u care. SCSCSC!!
hahahahahahahahas. how far can u go man? sae abt sp de things den go on sae abt my studies. u so concern for mi de ah? worri for mi so much ah? thanks la hur. i gt stead like no stead? haha! u noe mi so well?? u noe wad's going on between us? u followed us everyday??? *pervert* tis aso show how much u cared =x
sorri la. i dun reali like dogs. especially when i see something oversized. *pui ah pui* xD
u jus simply love humiliating other ppl so so so much. does tt satisfy u? if it did, u dun belong to de earth. hahahaha.
i'm jealous? i'm afraid to lose him? yes! i'm jealous over de wonderful acting skills have. yes! i'm jealous over de interesting storyline u could make up to please everyone. yes! i'm afraid to lose him. cos i dun wan to be de second u. lost him to other 2 gals. and still wan to act and act and act. erxin dao yao si.
cant find better ones? yeah u're right! cos to mi my xiaopingzi is de best guy on earth le. u dun even understand love and yet u talk abt it. wad's point man~ stop throwing gals face la! i no nid to tell everyone how good he is. u noe it urself. u've been wif him for so long. u noe how good he is.. u noe u've lost him and now finding him back. tt shows he's too good le. i no nid to elaborate much animore.
wo ai mian zi? u're de one, kid~ jus becos u cant get him. U'VE LOST HIM!!!!!! and now u're sayin all these to cover up ur lost and blaming it on others snatching him away from u. such a nice person u are~ keep up de good work!!! u cos of ur mian zi now defaming de one tt u've once loved so much. so hu's de one hu love their mian zi more? told u.. u're so good in everything~
hahahahahahahas. startin to be a fortune teller again.. helpin mi to predict my future? no nid no nid. thanks hur. cos i wun gif u a cent for it too~ u cannot stay with him till a yr is ur problem. tt doesn't mean others can't. y u love to presume things so much? i'll make sure u eat every word u sae after a yr. i'll let u see... words dun prove anithing. action does. i dun nid to explain anithing to u. and wad for u're giving so much comments abt mi and him? aiyah.. forgot.... i dun nid to sae all these to a kid hu duno wad is true love. u onli noe how to own it. let everything go ur way. tink abt others la pls.
i'm pathetic? does tt concern u? pity mi again??? awwwww. so sweet~~~~~~
mi no frens? u dun see doesnt mean i dun haf. hais. tis kid acting fortune teller again. as if u noe everything. frens doesnt always nid to be by ur side every moment. they will always be dere to gif u support when u nid them. such a simple logic u aso duno? kelian ah kelian..
great frens? i've gt lots. those hu were there for mi everytime.. i definitely dun nid ur useless comments everytime.
hais. being a 3 yr old doesnt helps. GROW UP kid. u make mi puke, puh-lease.
gees... ur saliva is drowning mi~ wee~ fun!! luckily i noe how to swim. =p >.<
| m|ss u @ 9:11 PM
♥Monday, June 19, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
hahahas. it's my blog. i wan blog how long aso my problem. and thks for feeling bad for mi. muahahas.
sae i act dun admit? print out wadeva proof u haf and show everyone lor! jus sae sae onli. i aso can sae anithing i wan rite? but i'm not so bad like someone. keep scolding vulgar. *pui* feel sorri for u aso. sad ah sad ah. nvm~ wun be bothered with u animore. disgusting freak!
hahahahahas. i no true fren? how u noe ah? u're god? EEEEEE!! so bhb. erxin la u. sucks man~
hehehehehehes. u better shoo. dun ever come in again~ u're not god. and u're not mi. how u noe it's lies? and aso u're not even a lil fren to mi. how come u noe my things? tis shows u're jus making all these up. yucks! wan sae until i'm so damn bad? GO ON!!!! hahahas. i not pure? how wud u noe? hu r u man? u're nothing ok.. sae till u noe so much. actuali u duno anithing!
u're jus plain jealous. u're jealous u lost him.. u're de one hu's pathetic. u mistreat him and lost him. now tt he's not by ur side, u wanted to take away his happiness too. see~ how selfish u were.. u cant see other ppl being fortunate and sweet. cos u cant have wad u wan. u lost. totally. and u're de one hu should be crying. not mi. wei wo bu zhi? sae until so gd ah. thanks hur~
lols. complain to him? i wun. cos he'll find out himself. u bully mi? nonono. u didn't bully mi ah. u're jus jealous of mi.. i understand de. dun worri.. and i wun go crying to him de. cos he'll heartpain. and i dun bear to see him heartpain. ;)
| m|ss u @ 10:42 PM
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I ♥ Mr.Tan
有些人有那么多的心机，有些人就是那么爱演戏。
至少我的朋友都是真心真意的。又有一个那么爱我的老公。我什么都有了。足够了。
你们都一样。用完就丢。还好我们醒得早。。不然被利用了那么久都不知道。
老公你现在在做什么呢？还在玩吗？明天你就回来了。。 好期待明天的到来啊！
你说一到家就打给我。。 好！！！ 我就乖乖的等你的电话。。。
老公晚安！！！！ 小平子我爱你！
| m|ss u @ 9:45 PM
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I ♥ Mr.Tan
hahahahahahahas. sae wad wan long time ago jiu take le. as if he wan u lidat. yuckies!
sae anithing u wan bahs. it's ur mouth i noe.. and i wun shut it up cos it's impossible. u love to crap too much. sae wadeva u wan to.. continue and continue. i shant waste anymore time on barbarians. sae wadeva bitch.. wadeva flirts... WADEVA u wan to~
wahahahahas. sae i brk xh and wl up? gt prove ma? u duno de storie den shut ur gap up la! like ppl gt fault ma? ask u la! u can control de ppl hu u like de ma? if u can, congrats! u follow ur brain, not ur heart..
i admit i like xh last time. and tt's when both of them already brk up le lor. and relationship doesnt belong to one person. if i like him he dun like mi u tink we can go together? use ur brain la gal... tink properly can anot... *vomits*
and for wh and mad.. did i ever brk them up? i jus like wh... like him gt fault ma? he gt stead i like him i gt fault ma? tell mi la! wad i do to brk them up? i gt ask wh to brk with mad ah? they quarrel i aso gt go console mad de lor pls. duno anithing den shoo lor. sae all these for wad? u jus wanted ppl to tink i'm a flirt. jus wanted everyone to hate mi. and do wadeva u wan to. ppl understand.. ppl noe.. no nid u to lie to them. sae all these stupid rubbish. sae until i'm de worse woman on earth.
u jus cant get de thing u wan to. and blame it on others. it's so selfish of u. cant u show others de good side of urself? y make all these thing up? y sae all those hurting things to others when it's of no use? u jus sae le u shuang. and i gt nth to sae. continue to sae. if it makes u so happy to scold others, continue~
and u love hu definitely i dun care. cos it's none of my problem. last time still sae until so good. wad he happi wif hu aso can. and behind it keep scolding and bitching abt others. wad a nice person u are huh~~~~
keep up de good work man~ no one can fight wif u for de best actress award tis yr.. muahahahahas.
| m|ss u @ 4:15 PM
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I ♥ Mr.Tan
i wun gif those ppl any notices at all. their so... disgustin man~
jealous i gt him now ah? come and take back la!!!!!
pls la hohs. b4 u sae anithing, find proof. wad can u do wif mi? tell mi la!
now ish i tell u. dun wan mi go ur blog? stop mi from going la! u love him so? ur problem la hoh.... snatch him back from mi den sae la hoh. sc!!!!!!!! *puipuipui*
at least he want mi. hahahahahahahaha!!!
wan pester mi? come come.. my incomin call free one... sms alot aso can. i entertain u... i noe u confirm veri bored without him.. pity pity... *hais*
sorri la hoh. i cry not becos of u la.. u??? waste my tears. my precious tears... stop wastin my time man~ use these time for ur studies la.. i fail ur prob? pass ur prob? now hu's de one beside him? hu's de one always there for him? mi or u? if u cant do it, u cant be de one, den FO!!!!!!!!!!!
i challenge u. take him back. if u can! wahahahahahahahas. waste my time onli. *yucks*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LAOGONG!!!! WO AI SI NI LE!!!!!! =P
correction.. he's not my bf.. he's my laogong~ =xxx
| m|ss u @ 2:53 PM
♥Sunday, June 18, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
awww. seemed so upset for de past few entries..
but there'll definitely be ups and downs during a relationship isn't it? hmmm. so... he's still mine!
我要跟你甜蜜蜜一辈子！我要！
laogong now at genting highlands.. tis mornin go de... next tuesdae den come back.. but tink reach singapore aso night le. so wed den can meet u... wo hao xiang ni ah laogong!!!
亲爱的， 我爱死你了！
hehes.. still waitin for ur reply to my letter... de past few letters all so sweet de. still gt double version too~ muacks!! xie xie ni laogong~
ydae went sentosa with ting..hong..wei..and laogong!
we went there to plae. lols. laogong bought de frisby but when we jus started playin, de wind blow it into de deep water. and none of us could swim well so... let it be! hahas.. and we played.. chatted.. and they even went to 7eleven and bought pokers.. and we started playin cards.. hee~
and we left at ard 4 plus... took mrt back and headed to jp.. for our dinner...
and tadas~ my fun and lovely day out. it's tiring~ but dear came and meet mi in de night to take de jacket.. and tis morning he left...
i'll surely miss u damn lorts de. cos i'm doing it now. laogong ah laogong.. 我会乖乖在这里等你回来的。。。
I LOVE YOU 老公！
| m|ss u @ 11:39 PM
♥Monday, June 12, 2006♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
I've jus returned from my tirest journey ever.. 1 hr walk from somewhere back home.. and i'm so so so tired tt i fell down and sprained my ankle... hahaha.. so lucky huh.
Are gals reali so difficult to understand? Why dunch guys ever sit down and tink what were reali on the mind of their beloved?
Why does tis onli happen in tis relationship of mine? y isit u..? jus u....? If tis ting happens during my past relationships, i noe, i wun gif it a damn.
From tis i understand.. i reali do lurve u alot alot alot... but, hais.. u wouldn't get de 'happy' taste if u've not gone through de sad one..
I reali dun wish anything to spoil our relationship.. reali dun wish to... i dun wan to be de second her.. cos of a stupid thing den quarrel until wan break-up.. i help u not becos i love to.. i hate to actuali... but i jus hope u could faster reach de aim u promised mi and we could concentrate on studies together.. but u're playin another one.. other ppl's one..... hais. i duno wad to sae.. u're already being limited of de usage and u didnt treasure it to reach ur aim.. i duno... tat's maybe my own selfish thinkin bahs.. do whatever u wan to... i could onli do my part as ur wife.. ur dear.. ur baobei... ur xiaolingzi....
jus now walkin home i'm thinkin abt alot of things.. i thought of y i'm in a place where ur heart ish at another place.. y cant u treasure de time with mi when i'm ard? i noe u did... but.... it still makes mi feel tt i cant even be compared to a stupid idiotic "entertainment" of urs..
to prevent myself from thinkin all these things, i'll spend less time there,, i duno y... i reali reali reali cared abt tis relationship alot....
last time de xiaolingzi is veri stubborn.. no matter how big a problem is... i wun cry... i'll bottled up everything to myself.. but now, whenever something happens between us, i'll cry. i keep crying.. i duno y.. it simply sux.
gals thoughts are actuali much more easier to figure out compared to guys... they jus need someone to protect them... be there for them... take care of them... love them wholeheartedly..
hais... nvm..... sae so much aso noe use.. he dun understand my thoughts, he duno wad's on my mind.
but most importantly, wad i noe is, he still loves mi. i'm contented.
