♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
can anyone lead mi? lend mi a hand? be dere for mi? wad should i do. i noe im stubborn. i noe im weird. i noe im attituded.
i love you. so wad if i love you? can i tell u how terrible i felt? can i at least let u noe i reali love u lots? u're far more than a cousin to mi. definitely.
*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* i'm cryin. bitterly.. i taste moi tears. heartbrokenly.. i look into de mirror. i smashed it.. i held moi wrist. it bleeds.. i saw it flow down moi hand. it's hurts.. i wanted to tell u. i've nvr regretted lurvin u.. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*
.ai ni de li you shi ying wei wo ai ni.
| m|ss u @ 8:50 PM
♥Tuesday, July 26, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
todae went to watch 'all about dogs' with eu at jp.. coincidentally wore de same colour of shirt as u. lolx.. de care tat u're showing to mi ish so sweet and wonderful tat i dunch wana let go. i dun wana lose tis feeling.. being cared for. although u may tink u're not good or wad.. but tat's u whom i like. if not it wouldn't have lasted for so long... u're de one tat i need. can't live without u..
make a wish. jus eu and mi.
someone to have and hold. with all moi heart and soul. i love you. i need you. sae eu love mi too.
| m|ss u @ 10:40 PM
♥Sunday, July 24, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
JJ RAWKS~~~ went to de zpop concert ydae.. jus to see him. lol.. wait and wait and wait...finally he come out liao. ish like not onli mi went dere onli to see him lors..before he come out everyone was like sitting around and idling around.den when JJ came out, everyone stand up and shout. mi too mi too! lolz...JingSha sang de 'Bei feng chui guo de xia tian' with him. So xian mu..
* eu nvr ever left moi heart for one second *
| m|ss u @ 8:42 PM
♥Saturday, July 09, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
sumtimes i am wonderin...
y do ppl change so quickly.
i'm tired` tired of livin` tired of chasin time` tired of followin rules` jus tired``
i noe i'll be left behind if i dun catch up. but.. sumtimes i reali tink of leavin tis world.
heaven ish so beautiful.. it seems so wonderful. no worries. nothing~ can i go?
i miss him.. but wad's de point. can't help it..
sorry for upsettin those who cared for mi. concerned abt mi. lett u all downn ...
| m|ss u @ 5:37 PM
♥♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
never seen such a teacher before.. irritatin retarded moron!
he's such a failure art teacher. art ish meant to let us be creative and to expand our imagination. but he? he onli want us to follow wad he wants. we're doing de batik paintin last yr.. other schools draw flowers. so we aso mus draw flowers.. but he wanted us to draw 'square' flowers.. which he sae ish special. yea.. special~ but we can't even haf de choice of choosing de shapes. onli square orchids are allowed.
tis yr ish o levels. i wanted to do nature as de topic and started findin different flowers as study.. and i wanted to do acrylic paintin cos de picture i'm drawin cannot be used as batik paintin.. and aso my batik skills were like hell. i'll spill de wax onto my paintin and hafta redo again.. so i'd rather draw sumthing different and use a different style of paintin.. den de stupid rahim sae cannot. he say i can onli do batik paintin now.. but my paintin cannot be batik. de flowers were too small for mi to paint.. but he insist on mi doing batik. where can u find such a teacher.. dere's not much time left. and if i cannot do acrylic paintin den might as well redo everything? idiot~
not gonna care him. i'll do wad i wan to. proof to him not everything tat he said ish confirm right and we mus follow.
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| m|ss u @ 5:16 PM
♥Tuesday, July 05, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
dui bu qi.. i dun mean to hurt eu de. can u tell mi wad i should do so tt u can live ur life happier without mi?
*sobx sobx*
| m|ss u @ 10:22 PM
♥Sunday, July 03, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
i dunno how to describe de happiness in mi today..
never felt so happy for a long time lerx.. thankiew sho much~ for being dere for mi when i needed eu. although i noe nothing's gonna change..u love her. i noe. and i aso noe dere's nothing i can do.. but i'll still love u as much as last time. it will nvr change becos of anything. it continues like moi heartbeat. will onli stop when i die..
