♥Thursday, June 16, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
today went jp de arcade plae until siao.. top up 20 dollars free 20 dollars.. and in de end i use up all de money inside... becos of de dollies lor.. like them too much =p ARH~~~ irritating! haish. cut moi hand..
anyone out dere? tell mi wad's love all about? SobBieX..
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I ♥ Mr.Tan
went ice-skatin with alvin.. layhuan.. kengfai.. weilong.. liaofan..not fun! i forget all about skating after terrance taught mi. sianz.. somemore gort blisters. [pain pain] =(
wad's love?
♥Monday, June 13, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
yesterday night had a weird dream..i dreamt of mi and eeyore~ i was having a family trip and eeyore hold moi left hand and was taking mi to a seat near de window to have de nice view of de ocean.. den his mum saw us holding hands and she ask him to let go of moi hand.
i had no surprise she did tat cos we aren't suppose to be together.. but i'm reali happi enuf to have a dream of him. it's sweet =)
♥Sunday, June 12, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
todae went jurong east swimming complex with moi baobei shihan.. den meet weilong, kengfai, alvin and liaofan.. den after tat kahming and meiyun join us. but they onli sit there 'tian mi mi' nia.. den mi? kana disiao by weilong and kengfai for so many times.. keep pushing mi into de water cos i dunch noe how to swim.. and weilong aso scratch moi leg a few times until some bleeds. oh my. went home after a bath. de toilet was like.. flooded by peeps lor.. den mi and shihan hafta share one cubicle to bathe... den went out meet de guys. they wana eat kfc there and mi and shihan went jp de mac to eat.. before tt went arcade awhile and played two rounds or parapara.. den shihan wanted to go 651 dere buy fries so she took 179 instead of 243 home norx.. so mi and her haf to take bus alone.. :( reach home - sianz...
Mummy called mi when i was in de toilet and asked where i am. i told her i was queuing to bathe and shihan was jus right beside mi.. moi mum den tell moi dad i was queuing to buy macdonald's... if i said it wrongly to my mum shihan confirm will tink weird weird de ma. but she didn't and i swear i nvr said i was queuing for mac. she said i told her i was queuing for mac and was suppose to reach home soon cos mac was at jp.. when i reach home, she gave mi a big big dressing down.. i cannot tahan liao den tell her.. ya. i did wrong. and she says i do something wrong still dare answer back. she says nag a little onli also cannot ar.. i did sumthing wrong and nag a little also cannot ar? she keep repeating and repeating de same old things.. to mi, these few days i've really played a part as a filial daughter le norx.. but wad did i get back? ya. i admit i didn't do well in my mid-years. but are grades realli tat important to de extent? Siyi does well in her exams.. but her attitude.. sucks lor~ and now?? my parents and her was watching tv with laughters and enjoying every part of it while mi? sitting infront of de lonely computer with my lonely shadow and de lonely mi crying silently all by myself. they once said grades aren't tat important.. but look! my mum jus keep nagging and nagging tat i can't even eat dinner in peace.. i dun wish to hurt them in any ways like giving them attitude or wad. so i keep toleratin.. hope they can understand mi. and on my part i will aso try my best to understand them.. marmie... daddie... I LOVE YOU !!! ~
♥Thursday, June 09, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
felt so blue. i dun wan to be feelin tat life is meaningless but i jus cant help it..
ydae night used tarot cards. it answered all moi questions.. and everything fits so perfectly tat i cant even avoid de fact. i'm thinkin how gud it wud be if i didnt fell in lurve wif eu in de first place.. sobbiex*
later going ktv wif terrance.. benjamin.. shihan.. but moi voice now.. sucks like hell how to sing? oh my~ sore throat haven recover for almost a week.. felt so terrible. i will not run away animore lerhx.. i will face de fact as it is... i will..
♥Sunday, June 05, 2005♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
y do eu lyk to keep things to urself so much. hmmm.. y do de time passes so quickly.. i got damn lots of questions in moi head tt i wana ask eu... but. haish... eu left. u went to meet ur friends for dinner.. de time tat we spent together was getting lesser and lesser... u becum busier and busier.. our gap lengthens... i dun wan to! but can i? sobbiex* stressed! jus now eu see moi sketch book.. duno if u saw tat. i keep askin moiself wad i wanted.. ur lurve? ai qing hen tong...