♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
laopo. i wun blame eu. i wun cos i noe eu. time will show everything. u jus nid to wait and see. i'll prove to eu.
u can listen to others. can be affected by others. can be influenced by others. i definitely wun blame eu. reali wun.
and i reali reali agree with her entry too. it's so true and well-written. if everybody can tink as wad she ish tinkin. it'll be wonderful. i noe love ish selfish. but when one cannot hold on to them, y not let them go. seeing them happy ish already a contentment. y mus we hold them tightly? it'll onli bring sufferings to them.
ya. everybody makes mistakes. everybody will be given a chance to repent. but some things once done ish irreversible. love ish profound. i cant tell de future. i noe im in de wrong for concluding some tings which i tot wun happen. but im respectin her tt's y i dun wan to hide it anymore. i dun wan to hurt her more in any ways.
i jus wanted to sae. from de start, i reali wanted to see her happy. wanted to cheer her up. but i duno tings would get till so complex. all of eu may sae i'm fake. acting. all of eu can sae wadeva u wan. i dun intend to explain myself or clarify anithing. i noe wad im doing. some tings no matter how i explain ish of no use. all of u wun understand.
ive nvr regretted for makin tis step. nvr will i. and no one can change it.
ive wanted to let go for 2 times since i started knowing my feelings for u. but someting inside mi ish struggling to hold on. askin mi to hold on. i noe i cant. cos i dun bear to. i'm tinkin every nite. am i being an idiot? stucked between them and sayin im not suffering to him.
both of us already had feelings for each other since tt day. but we jus dun wan to admit. cos both of us tinks tt dere'll be no everlasting for us. tat's y we concluded tt we wun get into relationships. even tinkin of makin a bet. but heaven's jus makin a fool out of us. both of us had already get used to de life with each other's presence. deleting means lettin go.
i wouldnt explain myself. tis would onli show two tings from wad u're doin now.
