♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
felt so extra now. pls dun feel sorri or anithing. cos i'm de one hu should sae all these. u've made my life so beautiful.. u've painted my walls with every colour one could imagine. u made mi held promises i've nvr had. u made mi wander abt in my dreamland. u made anything possible to mi when u're by my side. i feel so close. but i'm not at all. i'm not de one tat can be dere for u everytime. u will nvr be by my side when i nid eu too. we're from two different worlds. i should understand. i noe i could. dere are so much tings tt i couldn't sae out. i'm feelin so so so terrible todae. y do happiness always come with sadness? will u care? izit all entertainment onli? i dun understand eu. wad's so great abt scoring full marks for maths? wad's so great tat i'm not transferring to 4/7? wad's de big deal. everything ish nothing. without u. past 29 daes.. i've reali treasured everyday i suppose. every minute too.
u noe.. i feel so so so fortunate to have ur care and concern which other yearns. but wad if i found out tt everything ish fake? everything ish jus a reflection? i'm hurtin myself. i noe i m. i'm stupid. i'm useless. i duno how to face it. i dun have de courage to face it. i dun wan to end everything. dun wan u to leave. but i dun have de face to stop u from leaving.. to stop u from walkin away... step by step... i'm so tired.. i'd to be so careful of everything i write. i hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y ? y ish all these happenin to mi? do u noe how hard de words shot into mi when u said tt? when u're out of control? i've already told u i didn't regretted knowin u back.. and now u're tellin mi u shouldn't talk to mi for de past 29 days? hais. we've hold 1 promise and 2 agreements..
