♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
tryin to be normally normal. i wana be de siling last time. although my life ish beautiful.. it still lacks alot of things...
maybe i reali dun understand eu tt well. i shared with u almost everything tt ish going on in my life. but u didnt. i dun wana probe anymore cos i noe u cant sae in words. and i'm waitin for ur letter tt nvr came. now.. there's alot of tings tt i tink i couldn't tell eu anymore.
i tink i reali had my retribution.. a harsh one...
being in de middle of it. my fren and him. if u reali like him.. y cant u jus sae? i noe u've changes ur direction of motivation. i jus guessed tt maybe u reali liked him.. from de reaction eu gave mi when we're talkin abt him. and aso i saw things tt i shouldn't see.. i duno wad to sae... i noe fallin in love with a person has no fault. and it's no one's fault. but...... haix. suan le.. i cant sae much.
these few days i'm like gettin veri tired of life. gettin so bored and felt so stressed up. now i cant even tell her abt mi and him de tings le. i lost a veri important person in my life to share my woes and happiness abt him with. wad m i gonna do?
de ting i dun like abt going back skool ish tis. without u all.. my life wud definitely be better...
but i still haf to get on with my life.. with or without u all... i lost eu. lost eu to him. i regretted tellin u everything abt him. i duno u'll feel guilty or wad anots. but i onli haf to sae.. i'll nvr regret on having eu tis fren.
i suddenly realise how i'd neglected eu in de past. sorri.. i didnt mean it. cos i always tot u were playin and playin and wouldnt get settled down. tat's y i didnt get so close to u and ish drifting further and further away from eu. zhen de dui bu qi.. i'd reali treasured our friendship. u were de one hu would wait for mi.. hu would care for mi... hu would listen to my stories.... reali.. i dun mean it de... pls forgive mi.
life still goes on rite hao peng you?
i wish u all de best in ur studies! and aso find ur bai ma wang zi soon! eu will always be de one i need.
