♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
agreed with marmie de post.. love ish always beautiful at first...
relationships always starts with sweetsweet de thingies.. everything ish so wonderful.. nothing seems to block de love path tt u and him walked... but as time goes by... everything changed.. maybe with less smses everyday... less time meetin each other.. [from everyday to once a week?] maybe....
marmie and daddie was already 4 yrs and 3 mths.. still counting on... they were so lovely.. their storie was so touching and dramatic...
let mi tink.. how i noe u...
it was during secondary 3..
ndp.. all becos of ndp... and aso someone. him.
and we started to get to know each other.. talked on de fone for about 2 weeks and didnt chat anymore after tt.. but it's reali dun talkin to u tt time. u were always so funnie and cute. hee!!
and we went to plae badminton below my hse one morning.. u..him..mi..and irene.. lols. it's such an unforgettable mornin.. laughters everywhere... we went to nycc and book a court to plae after tt.. still remembered de time u and him followed mi home. scary... brrrrr.....
and i wun forget how much i'm depending on u to get to my place for de 4th formation everytime.. cos i always cant seemed to find mine.. and always went to ur place and stand instead. opps!! hahax..
and u go ur way.. while i go mine after ndp ended...
but our relationship doesn't jus stop there..
on 06/02/06...
nigel brought mi to his company de lauyusheng session.. and u jump out from nowhere while i was day-dreamin!!! xia si wo le -.-'''
and i'm so so so shocked to see u there.. cos i tot i wouldn't be seeing ppl tt i noe dere...
hee.. and we went to ur company dere and wait for everything to start.. u were always so playful and noisy.. opps! heard ur voice everytime... hahax..
and after de session ended.. u and ur frens started playin pool... and den UUUUUU insisted on mi to plae and write my name at de board. when mi and a fren wanted to erase our names, u stand dere and guard de stupid board. and mi and her was trying every ways we could to divert ur attention so we could erase our names. EWWW. bad siping. hahas!
enuf of playin.. hahas!! after tt duno hu suggested going to de arcade.. and cos i dun wan to go home so early... i went to! so does nigel.. and off to de arcade we went.. once we reach de arcade.. i duno whr nigel fly to la huh... and i'm standin behind u.. watchin u and raymond plae initial d... u played for 2 round.. den ask mi whr nigel go.. and i replied u duno... den u sae nvm.. still got u.. [bet u forget le bahs?] hahas...
and when our stomachs all went hungry, we went to a kopitiam nearby to have our dinner-cum-supper? hee.. u were walking behind mi mars... and u put ur hands on my shoulders and played de 'choo-choo-train' together with ur lame frens up de stairs.. hahas! and cos i dun feel like eatin alot... u aso... another guy aso.... and we 3 shared a bowl of noodles.. lolx.
i will never ever forget tis. hee..
finish eatin le den mi.. nigel.. u.. and another 2 frens took mrt home together.. i aso duno wad happen to nigel tt day. weird weird de. so u ask mi dun care him.. and we 3 sit on de floor in de mrt. i'm wearin skirt ok!!! lols. it's long la huh. so nvm. hee!
and we 4 were crapping all de way from bugis back to boonlay..
de caring u wanted to send mi home.. it's onli 10 plus lehs xiaopingzi... hee! and u reali send mi home.. and mi and another guy pei ni wait for 99 to come.. u noticed mi havin a blister and ask mi wad happen to my leg.. see~~~~ still dare sae u not caring???
after tt day.. we started our conversation again... we started chattin on msn.. den sms cos u're in skool.. and u nagged at mi and ask mi to go back blss and study... and sae u pei wo studie.. laogong! u sae de huh.. mus pei wo studie de hohs. hee!
i seemed to wait for ur return everyday after skool and went online ard 2 plus everyday..
seemed to wait for ur sms every minute..
and even meet out to plae bb one dae with xiaomei and jinghong...
hahas. everything was like a dream.
and de night before i went back to blss, u..weekiong..asyraf..teckhua..and mi went to superbowl... i aso duno y i go dere. hahax.. see u all bowl le den plae pool.. bought chocolates at 7eleven... u and asyraf waitin for mi to feed. lols..
after tt took 99 home.. i'm mad at u cos of something... u la... keep teasing mi and asyraf.. noe i dun like him still tease wo.. sorri la.. didnt reali wan to get angry with u de.. and u sae sorri to mi and ask if i now get off bus and u run here send mi home... but i dun wan. it's late le. tmr still gt school... tt's y..
first day of skool was kinda fun.. i told u i dun dare walk in skool anymore.. and u lend mi ur courage.. hee! thankiew dear!
i walked into school. a place i've nvr imagined walkin in again..
bell rings. i walked to de parade square.. saw u.. u saw mi too.. and i've been arranged to go to 5/2. i was abit disappointed. cos i'm not in ur class. another reason ish cos.. i'm not in de same class as irene.. sobs.
but 5/2's nice afterall. i love de class. i love de ppl. i love my seat. everthing.
everyday i could see u walk past my class.. and everytime u walk past my class, u'll look in...
someone told mi b4.... u wun look at someone for no reason de.. but some things shows de opposite... i duno wad to believe. and skool's fun. i can see u. and not wait for u everyday after skool at home..
and we smsed everyday. every minute. i noe wad u're doin. u noe wad i'm doing. we started to rely on each other.. cos we cared for each other more than wad other ppl does to us. maybe...
and u asked mi whr i'm going everyday after skool.. things were all so great until one day she approached mi. and ask mi when i go out with u de. i was shocked. lost at tt moment. and u were intruding my world from then on.. i dun feel secure.. i started to tink abt everything tt's going to happen to mi. i wanted to let go of u...
de first time.. i didnt succeed. cos u dun wan to... and i dun bear to...
de second time was still de same.. but u were sad. i can feel it. i dun wan lose u too. but i cant help it. after much thinkin... i decided not to let u go.. i dun wan hurt u.. i dun wana hurt myself too. love's selfish. sorri for sacrificing de friendship with her..
but de days in school were gettin sadder everyday. i duno wad reactions should i give u when i see u.. i duno how to face her.. we're in mediacorp.. acting and acting.. i hate it. hate it!!!
time goes by.. both of us get to noe our feelings for each other... and we got together..
but life in school was gettin more and more miserable.. i cant face u.. cant face her.. i'm stressed up. i've to act as if nothing has happened. u too. i noe it's tough for u too...
until i couldn't take it anymore.. i decided to tell her.
and everything turned out as expected. our friendships were over. but i haf a caring and nice de laogong in exchange. tt's y i should treasure u more.. cos i love you laogong.
anything could happen. no one noes de future. but dere's one thing tt i noe. tt ish i'll nvr leave u de.
i want to hold on to u forever.. want to brighten up ur day with my smile. want u to know tt u're being loved. by mi..
and tt's when our love story started.. it's tough... it's hardship.. it's painful.. it's sacrificing... but nothing can change de fact tat my heart ish being tied to u.
