♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
I've jus returned from my tirest journey ever.. 1 hr walk from somewhere back home.. and i'm so so so tired tt i fell down and sprained my ankle... hahaha.. so lucky huh.
Are gals reali so difficult to understand? Why dunch guys ever sit down and tink what were reali on the mind of their beloved?
Why does tis onli happen in tis relationship of mine? y isit u..? jus u....? If tis ting happens during my past relationships, i noe, i wun gif it a damn.
From tis i understand.. i reali do lurve u alot alot alot... but, hais.. u wouldn't get de 'happy' taste if u've not gone through de sad one..
I reali dun wish anything to spoil our relationship.. reali dun wish to... i dun wan to be de second her.. cos of a stupid thing den quarrel until wan break-up.. i help u not becos i love to.. i hate to actuali... but i jus hope u could faster reach de aim u promised mi and we could concentrate on studies together.. but u're playin another one.. other ppl's one..... hais. i duno wad to sae.. u're already being limited of de usage and u didnt treasure it to reach ur aim.. i duno... tat's maybe my own selfish thinkin bahs.. do whatever u wan to... i could onli do my part as ur wife.. ur dear.. ur baobei... ur xiaolingzi....
jus now walkin home i'm thinkin abt alot of things.. i thought of y i'm in a place where ur heart ish at another place.. y cant u treasure de time with mi when i'm ard? i noe u did... but.... it still makes mi feel tt i cant even be compared to a stupid idiotic "entertainment" of urs..
to prevent myself from thinkin all these things, i'll spend less time there,, i duno y... i reali reali reali cared abt tis relationship alot....
last time de xiaolingzi is veri stubborn.. no matter how big a problem is... i wun cry... i'll bottled up everything to myself.. but now, whenever something happens between us, i'll cry. i keep crying.. i duno y.. it simply sux.
gals thoughts are actuali much more easier to figure out compared to guys... they jus need someone to protect them... be there for them... take care of them... love them wholeheartedly..
hais... nvm..... sae so much aso noe use.. he dun understand my thoughts, he duno wad's on my mind.
but most importantly, wad i noe is, he still loves mi. i'm contented.
