♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
hais. not in a gd mood nw. but aniway.. wana post abt something for someone.
yups. wana sae. i'm sry tt i didnt get de whole detail b4 blogging. but. since u've made up ur mind. tt's gd. haix. tt's all.
todae was de worst day. i did so much. in de end? i get back nth. i noe u have to work. and den?
i dun care anymore. i wun make myself miss u until so much and get back sorrows and pain.
wasted so much time. wasted so much effort. wasted so much of my brain cells. i hate it!
u went off tis morning. i'm left alone all de way till evening when mummy comes home. and i'm so happy. so excited. so enthu abt later on. can get to see u.. can get to fetch u off work. can get to hug u again.
i'm actuali thinkin abt all these from de time u left u in de morning. and den? hais.
i bathe. i sprayed perfume. i wore my nicest clothes. i did a new hairstyle. all these were for nth afterall?
and i wana surprise u with a box and letter. and den????????? i threw everything away le. i cried like hell.
yah. i can't deny u haf stm. but i duno y i jus can't manipulate my mind to accept tis as an excuse. haix. GOD!!! r u dere???
and went home after such a hard time gettin out. sobbing all de way. controllin my tears so tt no one will notice. y am i doing all these to myself?
such a fool i've been. i wun ever do all these again. such an unlucky..rotty..yuckky day it has been. nth could be worse huh?
and i'm now sittin here and tryin to remain calm while typing cos my mum is jus sittin right beside mi.
went to central jus now with mummy. all de while i'm thinkin abt wad ur reaction will be when u see mi. when u didnt plan to after de afternoon cold war. and den?? i didnt even get to board de bus and i've been sent home.
no one understands. ya. i noe i'm like some kinda maddie frustrating all de anger here.. but i jus couldn't stop crying except to write out everything! wth.
AAAA. finished.
and.. NO VANLENTINES DAY WITH A VALENTINE IS WORSE THAN ANYTHING.
