♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
being flied aeroplane for so many times. how great.
i wun trust u anymore. i wun be so stupid anymore.
leave mi alone.
ppl told mi. y u still wana go out with her. y u still wana be her fren.
hais. cos i trusted u. i told myself someday u'll change. someday u will.
but nothing came true. after 4 yrs had passed. u're de same old u. i duno if anyone could change u. but de basic thing of being punctual. u jus couldn't do it. y... i jus dun get it.
how many times have i scolded u.. how many times have i told u nicely. how many times.... u tell mi...... i'm not angry. i'm sad. i'm sad y u didn't change for de better. y. hais. i cant change de past. i'll onli look forward to de change in eu. but if u still insist on being de late queen. tt's it. i give up. can u jus put urself in my shoe? or anyone tt u're meetin. imagine. u met up with someone named Mary at 12 p.m at jurong point. den u reached at exactly 12 p.m~ but u cant see Mary. and u called Mary up. but instead of pickin up, she hangs ur phone. and u called her again. her hp was off. how will u feel? HELPLESS rite? u're standing dere all alone. waitin for ur best fren Mary and she treated u tis way. it's not as if her hp has no batt. it's jus her being afraid of u scolding her tt she off her hp. how will u feel? imagine again. u're meetin Mary at ur hse at 3.15 p.m. and she promised u tt she'll definitely reach ur hse at or before 3.15 p.m. and den u called her up at 3.05 p.m to ask her whr she was. and she said she's now on her way to de salon for a hair-cut. how will u feel den? being cheated? by ur own best fren? how will she reach ur hse at 3.15 p.m since she's onli on her way to de salon rite? isn't it so so so obvious tt she'll be late? and Mary still told u she can reach by 3.15 p.m cos havin a hair-cut onli took abt 10 mins. YA RITE. after 10 mins it'll already be 3.15 p.m okay. so how will u feel? jus put urself in other ppl's shoe. u're always late. de ratio tt u're late to u're early is probably 50:1. everyone knows tt. or maybe u jus hate mi so much so i'm always de scapegoat tt waits for u dearly everytime we meet? forget it. and these are onli 2 examples. u've gt so many many reasons to be late. and made everyone wait for u. u're happi? i tell u. i'm sad. i'm so sad tt i cried. wad's de point of having a fren tt dun cherish u? wad's de point of havin a fren tt always made u wait for her and give lame excuses and lies to cover it? no matter how many 'i love you' u've said to mi before. i've cried them away. i'm so disapponted in u. chances were destroyed by u time and time again. i've given up hope. our friendship had turned grey. u didn't respect our friendship at all. u lied. u lied to cover things. u lied. everything were jus a pack of lies. by u.
