it has been such an unpleasant day todae. to be exact. nothing reali goes well todae.
siyi. how many times have i given u chances. how many times. how many times mus i tell myself to forgive u before u'll change for de better? 18 yrs.... 18 yrs living with u is fun. but ever since u went into secondary school. everything simply changed. u were no longer de siyi. u were no longer my sister.
last time was abt all those harry potter things tt u've neglected mi. den is all abt all those naruto and bleach thing. after tt was abt all those maple and audition games. now???????? all abt ur korean and taiwan shows. wad's ur problem?? u said i neglected u becos of my bf. but i did spend time at home to be with u rite? and wad u do? use comp. do ur own things. wadeva wadeva. wad de hell u wan. i hate u idiotic sis! i hate u! ur attitude jus sucks! i duno whether is tis de way u treated ur frens... but tt's de way u treated mi!!!! it's jus so unfair! i'm not ur slave or wad. i'm ur sister! y do u always wanted to take things for granted?
u wana seperate room cos u wanted ur own space. and den? u came back to slp every night in my room. and my room is even more messy than usual. and i'm de one hu get scoldings from parents becos of tis! y isit so unfair?? u slept too didn't u? y wun u own up.... y u jus stare and see them scolding mi? wad u wan!!!!!!
u've nvr tot abt my feelings. everytime. u wun give in. u jus wanted ppl to treat u nicely without giving out anithing. u're jus so selfish. dun boost abt ur results to mi. i noe u score better than i do! so????????? shut up and mind ur own business! tt's none of my problem!
many things have already taken my place in ur heart. i wun snatch back de place. i never will. i'll jus let u go.. let u drift off. u chose it. tt's it.
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to tt someone. sorri for being rude. but ur bio-ing is reali an eyesore to mi. stick to ur own gal pls.
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thanks dear for coming to np and fetch mi home. i love u.
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hope everything goes well for tmr. i reali had no more tears to shed anymore. i'm tired. i'm vexed.