♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
things that were suppose to be over, should all be over by now.
as usual. went school todae. but i met kelyn at jp interchange. and we bus-ed 154 to school together. guessed both of us were reali so.... tired that we slept through de journey. and when we reached, we found out tt we're actuali headin to de same block for our lessons. so we walked there. and parted. it's been so long since we've talked. i still rmb de times when we sat together at de playground below ur hse. when we sang.. where we loitered abt. whr we shared all our things. they'll always be a part of my memory wherever i go. and i wun chase those memories away...
things were going well for mi... parents were coming back tonight. guess i didn't make any messes for them to nag about bahs. i tink..... lol.
after school todae miss helen... our mentor... treated us kfc... but i didn't eat alot cos i'm going to have my dinner with xianglin and xiangsheng gorgor. xianglin fetch mi home with his bike. cool~ i love bike rides. haha. and i drifted to my dreamland once i reach his hse. zzz. after sangu called and woke mi up.. we went down for my second dinner. nice nice. yum yum. i tink i'm reali growing horizontally these few days. haha. cos no one is stoppin mi to eat tis and tt. so i jus eat and eat and eat. oh man. but nvm la. i ate fruits today ok!~ it's a miracle la huh. haha. den xiangsheng gor send mi home and here i was. while he went airport to fetch my parents and his parents home.
hmm. my oreos were fine. my SAY were fine too. next mon going kbox wif them. aww. irene loh pls dun cancel it again. i'll be damn disappointed de. hahas. next week is my study week. am i reali going to communicate with the books onli for de whole week? URH.
my life. zzz. stucked. i duno wad to sae.
i didnt went for de trial dance. cos i sprained my leg and i dun wana strain it further. hais. next time bahs. i wun give up. =)
we went ergu's hse on national day. we played tennis early in de morning and den went to de indian restuarant to fill our stomachs. de food dere is veri nice k! it's jus outside their condo at bukit panjang. i wana go again again again!! haha. my muscles were all crampin till now. cos ydae nite i still went to plae basketball at night. wee! it's been so long since i last exercised. lol. i wana find one day go jogging lehs. but i scared it will be veri funny. as in... a teenager jogging in the park. zzz. onli my dad will go dere jog. haha!
weiwei..tingting.. i missed u all leh. wad u all doing now? i wana go out with u all. i wana take photos with u all.. i jus missed u all alot alot la.....=(
last time it's abt maths... english... physics... chemistry... chinese... art... geography... social studies... principles of accounts...
and now? it's abt microbiology and infection control... anatomy and physiology... psychology and sociology... communications in nursing practice... fundamentals of nursing... nursing skills laboratory... creative and innovative thinking skills...
7 subs vs 7 modules. wad's de difference? yes. alot. now it's all abt..... NURSING! lol. damn lame la. zzzzzz.
i wana go shop. but exams are all approaching. and aso... i duno wad to buy. zzz. my wardrobe has like.. already burst for so many times. zzz. and i'm giving clothes away everytime. lol. i noe it's a veri veri bad habit. but...... k la. i try to change lor. if nt someone will nag and nag again. haha.
i've like gt so many thing to do now. maybe is wad i feel like doing rather than i need to do. but..... i jus wana do lots of things now. it's simply impossble to list them all down here. i've jus gt so many unfulfilled dreams. i mus nt gif up yet. i can't.
i've so many thinkings inside mi. but i cant sae to anyone. or is i dun wana sae to anyone? i duno. i'm more and more like siyi. keeping everything to herself. not anti-social. but jus.. dun wish to sae to anyone. hais.
how i hope there's an angel beside mi.. so tt i can tell her everything i can't sae to anyone else.
although there r ppl whom may cheer mi up and lighten my day.... there's bound to be ppl whom take away my sun and smile. but i dun care anymore. i dun care wad ppl tink of mi anymore. i am mi. i am hu i am. i need neither compliments nor comments abt mi. i jus wana be myself.
my bad points were.. > lazy bone > shopping addict > easily influenced > last minute gal > stubborn > attitude sometimes > moodwsings (but i changed alot) > soft-hearted > playful
zzz. overall. i'm lazy la. de worst thing ever is being lazy. i can be lazy until i dun even wana get out of bed for meals. i could lie somewhere for a veri long time as long as it's comfortable. but de thing is..... i'm onli lazy at all these. whenever it's related to shopping or playing....... no way will i be lazy.. i could travel all de way from west to east jus to shop or to play. zzz. tat's mi. i noe i noe. i will try to change k... =)
