♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
FINALLY! AND I MEAN IT! FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY! MY ATTACHMENTS ENDED LIKE WOW WOW WOW!
okays. i noe i sounded like i'm so happi but....... duno y i feel abit sad instead. hmm. maybe i reali cant bear to part with my ah ma's... sobs.
i miss them de moment they are out of my sight. zzz.
ah ma chew.. i miss u so much. i love u so much. u've been discharged for a few days already.. but i'm missing u every moment.. dun go back... stay at home and take care of urself ok?
ah ma chia... ur fractured leg causes u so much discomforts and pain. bear with it. take ur medicine on time. and rmb rmb rmb to keep ur left leg straight ok? u promised mi u will take good care of urself when i'm not by ur side de.. keep to ur promise k? =)
alexandra hospital. duno whether i'll be going there again for my next attachment anot. but tt place gave mi alot alot of precious memories and also knowledge.
my days of changing diapers.. wiping buttocks.. feeding ah mas.. bathing ah mas.. chatting with ah mas.. doing tpr.. tepid sponging.. coaxing them to eat medicine.. turn them so they wun develop pressure sores.. serving diets.. recording intake output charts.. giving bedpans.. HANDWASHING! all gone.
hais. i'm like so contradicting la. i prayed for every minute in the ward to pass quickly and i'm now here wishing they could come back to mi. duh.
i'm free now. but i dun like tis feeling. i wan to talk to them. i wan to take care of them. i dun have any grandparents anymore. haiz.
if my ahgong was still around... i will definitely treat him de way i treated my patients. i will do my best to take care of him. i would reach home earlier to accompany him. i would join him for dinner everyday. i would take him for strolls oftenly. i would chat with him whenever he's bored. i would do everything for him. i will........i realli will..............
my attachment in the hospital taught mi alot of things that i've forgotten or even didn't even noe. i realise the importance of care they needed from us now. it isn't too late yet. i will do my best as a nurse. to make a difference in my patient's stay in the hospital. =)
mdm chew. thank you for bringing mi so much joy and laughter. thank you for tellin mi all ur past time stories. those unforgettable moments will stay in my heart forever. u still remember mi all the while when u have a veri serious dementia problem. i'm so glad and happy. thank you so much darling. dun cry anymore. wun cling on to ur past. let them go. look forward. to ur future. i wish u all the best. i miss u!!!
mdm chia. thank you for keep saying thank you to mi. i feel so honoured to be the kind nurse in ur heart. and i'll stay dere forever. thanks for tellin mi u will miss mi. thanks for promising mi u wouldn't forget abt mi. thanks for all those encouraging and loving words. thanks for saying i love you. i love u as much too... i dun wan anything in return except for ur recovery.
all the patients in the hospital needed so much care and love from nurses. but what i feel after this attachment is tat...... nurses in the hospital has become 'immuned' to life and death problems. they dun care and wun care. they've become so cold-blooded. the way they treated patients... from wad i see..... i'm shocked. they're not those dummies we practiced on in school. they were real life patients. waiting for us to give them the appropriate care they needed. but it dun seems de way to mi. i dun wan to be like them in the future. i dun wan to treat my patients tt way. i will care and love them de way their sons and daughters love them. i wun ignore them when they press call bells. i wun be rough to them when changing diapers. i wun show attitude to them when they ask for help. they were my patients. i have the responsibility to make sure they receive the best care during their hospitalisation. i promise.
hmmm. dun tink i have anithing more to add on le bahs. hope i reali enjoy my last week of holiday before school re-opens. i missed school. reali. aw. & my legs were both so pain and 'sour'. hands were all cracking from all those antiseptic handwashing in the ward. i wash like more than 50 times per day lor! i tink my hand tissues will all break down in no time. urhs.
holidays were here and tt means???? manicures and pedicures! i missed my long fingernails before the attachments. hahas. wee! start work! ;) tada~~~
