♥Thursday, July 31, 2008♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
if one day i lose the whole world, i still have u with mi. and that's all i ever needed. love u laogong!
♥Wednesday, July 16, 2008♥
I ♥ Mr.Tan
it's been quite some time since i've last blogged.
everyone changes from time to time. i do as well.
but one thing that i want to sae is.. my love for u is still the same.
my heart aches when u told mi abt that thing which u kept from mi for 2 and a half mths.
i feel like i've been abandoned by the world.
cos that someone which i trusts so much lied to mi. and he knows i will be sad. very sad. and he still does it.
but it's over. and i dun wan to cling on that issue for the rest of my life.
i respect ur decision to keep it from mi. maybe that's wad u wanted. jus to let u noe i'm reali upset over that matter.
something told mi that we reali could last forever. it's jus that both of us had a bad temper. and also quite attitude as well. and it's alright. cos from now onwards.. i will try to accept ur everything. from ur character and behaviour to everything u are.
i wouldn't try to find faults with u anymore.
i'm sry i have been quite uptight lately. but i promise to control my temper and be more understanding towards u hao ma?
i may not be able to bring myself to accept ur job but give mi more time k? prove to mi u could manage both ur studies and ur work. so i wouldn't keep thinkin that de job sucks anymore.
and u noe the triggering factors that will lead us to misery. let us both settle things peacefully and calmly if they could be settled, or leave them behind to forget. k dearie?
let's not fight or quarrel anymore. i dun wan my dustbin to flood with tissues anymore. let's go back to wad we were in the past.. u will always be that someone on my mind all the time.
dun thank mi for giving u another chance.
it's becos i wanted both of us to last forever.
and i noe we could.
so i reali hope u can treasure this relationship with mi like i do from now.
hao ma laogong?
i love u.