♥Siling ; Lingzi
11.11.1989
NgeeAnnPoly[healthsciences]
19~
attached to TANSIPING since 06022006 Email/msn : Click Here
♥Adores;Detests♥
ADORES
`red milk tea is a part of my life.
`sweet talks from darlings dears and laogong.
`pink;black;brown;white were my fav colours.
`i approach my hamsters when i'm down.*they were great listeners!
`Jolin & JJ were my motivations.
DETESTS
`to be betrayed.
`to be surrounded by hypocrites and fakers.
`to be neglected and forgotten.
`to be provoked when in bad mood. ♥IwishIwishIwish♥
`visit to the ZOO!
`ride on singapore flyer
`new wallet
`new slippers
`dine at TAO's restaurant
since i can't slp due to too much stress factors, i shall blog. lol.
hmmm.
nana. tis is for u.
it's been a few yrs back since we've last talked on phone. it's been a few yrs back since we've walked jp together. it's been a few yrs back since we've exchanged our hearts out.
no matter how long ago those days were.. i still remember.. and i wouldn't forget.
i didn't noe abt the huge hump in ur life till i read all ur past entries a week ago. i'm veri guilty and sad that i'm nt by ur side. tis entry is dedicated specially to u. hope ur wound will heal faster...
nana, not all things will go the way we wan it to in our life. but since heaven wanted to play this cruel joke on u, dun let it belittle u.. prove to it that u can still survive happily on ur own without him.
wad's de big deal that ur relationship ended? u're 19. u've onli walked abt 1/4 to 1/3 of ur whole life. dun let this small matter trip u and hold u back. i noe it needs time to heal. dun worri.slowly let it heal. but trust mi. this is the time when u need to show everyone ur courage. the courage to stand up on ur feet and carry on ur life happily.
think of it like this. he can adapt happily with the new life and world of his own without u. y can't u? letting go isn't easy. forgetting isn't easy. but it still has to be done and onli u have the control over it. put those bad memories into ur recycle bin and empty it. dun let those things pollute and infect the rest of ur mind in any ways. dun let it affect ur emotions and feelings.
like wad or sec sch motto says, to love and to forgive.
since he is giving up on showering love on u, this is the best reason to love urself more! and also.... to forgive and forget all those things that shouldn't be saved into ur permanent memory storage.
he dun love u, we do. and i believe all ur family and friends will always be by ur side for u. once, u're his everything. but for now, let all those things go. dun cling on to them anymore. it will onli hurt urself. and thus hurts those who were concern abt u.
nana.. no matter what happens, no matter how many times u fall down, i will always be right behind u. to catch and support u.
show mi ur independence and overcome this hurdle. nothing can beat u down de rite nana?
